India had always been the quiet loner. Never really having friends but Holly and Reece. To everybody else, she didn't have the RIGHT look. Highschool was a constant verbal bullying norm for Indy and drawing was her ONLY solace away from it.
15 year...
Holly was drunk as hell and passed out in the queen bed we was sharing. I laid in the bed next to her, staring up at the ceiling. My mind crossing to Ymir, earlier at the center coming to memory.
I picked up my phone and saw that it was 3 am. Dorian and Reece weren't here and everybody else had to be sleep. It was a couple hours til we had to go back to the convention center and wrap up the bridal expo. It didn't matter anyways, I already don't sleep.
Getting up I took my sketch pad, pencils and my air pod, walking out the room. The short hall was a lil dark and I headed to the kitchen, scrolling through my playlist. I put in one of my air pods and pulled up a song that became a fave for me right now.....
I'm young and I'm foolish, I've made bad decisions I block out the news, turn my back on religion Don't have no degree, I'm somewhat naive I've made it this far on my own But lately, that shit ain't been gettin' me higher I lift up my head and the world is on fire There's dread in my heart and fear in my bones And I just don't know what to say
Maybe I'll pray, pray Maybe I'll pray I have never believed in you, no But I'm gonna pray
You won't find me in church (no) reading the Bible (no) I am still here and I'm still your disciple I'm down on my knees, I'm beggin' you, please I'm broken, alone, and afraid I'm not a saint, I'm more of a sinner I don't wanna lose, but I fear for the winners When I try to explain, the words run away That's why I am stood here…
Turning on the lights, I put my stuff on the table and moved to the coffee machine. My day isn't complete, unless I have at least 3 cups. The coffee started brewing and I went looking for the creamer and sugar.
"Shit...." Reggie ran out of creamer and I don't drink my coffee black.
Maybe she has milk.....
I looked in the fridge and saw some leftovers sitting in there. Oddly I had a taste for some breakfast, I kinda didn't eat earlier. My epic embarrassment at the center taking my appetite down the drain with it. I shoulda told the woman to wait for Barbi or maybe volunteered to get the receipt book myself. Now....Ymir knows that I'm fucking stupid as fuck.....
It's not like I needed to impress him or anything and maybe this whole shit show, would make him stop with whateva he doing. I took the eggs, sausage and bread to make some toast, out. I know how to cook.....enough to survive, at least. If I was to ever get married, we'd be surviving on just the minimum basics. I helped mom in the kitchen growing up, but most of the times I was always drawing.
This time of night would be perfect timing for me to eat. I don't needa feel like I'm being watched with how and what I eat. I saw some strawberries and took those out, too. I hummed to myself with song. I stopped when the back kitchen door opened and looked behind me.
Ymir.......
He was looking down at his phone, shutting the door, obviously knowing someone was in here.....Holly's cousin was fine as hell. Ymir looked up and his eyes slowly slid down my body, I was in my fave onesie and barefooted. Ymir bit his lips and closed his eyes, taking in a deep breath.
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