Chapter 5 - Atalanta

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by _writerslife

by _writerslife

I don't want to get into things too much, because well we just started it and I don't want it to be negative, or to have any of my stupid 1st world problems as everyone calls them. I guess that is what happens will you live my kind of life, in my kind of neighborhood.

I realized today another reason why I am mentally like hard on myself. I want to be a creative person, I want to have a creative outlet but I can't. I mean I can't sing so it couldn't be musically. I can never think of something to write when I forve myself to stare at a blank sheet of paper for hours, and if I do I never know how to write it. It can't be artistically either because I suck at everything artistic. So I am basically stuck as a thing that wants to be creative and get stuff out there but I can't. God this just turned into exactly what I didn't want it to be, shit.

*two days later*

I was going to delete this part and never publish it. Jenna and Cecila thought that it" important and I shouldn't delete it though so I guess I will just publish it,

-Atalanta