I walked straight to my locker that morning. Avoiding Katy's stare, avoiding everything. I remembered the call last night. No life, No Friends, You should just die. The word echoed in my head. Why? Those girls were suppose to be my friends. All except Katy. What did I do to them. My head glanced over to Traycon. I thought of the phone call I had made to him.
"Everything okay?" He came over and said. "Things any better than last night? Look I am glad you called and I want you to know that you are beautiful and those girls are idiots. You have friends and life and I think if you died I would too."
"You have no idea how much I needed to hear that. I love you" I said leaning in to kiss him. He turned away.
"Well, I have a girlfriend, anyway. They were right you are a loser. Just go die" He said the words stung. Suddenly, Katy was standing next to Traycon. She leaned up and they kissed. My heart dropped. Why? Why was this Happening. The Hallway began to spin. I started to sweat. I Screamed.
My eyes opened. Thank god! It was only a dream. I heard my alarm.
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I walked into school still shocked. I saw Traycon as I entered the hallway. I avoided his stare as I headed to my locker.
"You okay suicide" Katy said while I passed her. "Surprised your still here!" She snickered.
"Knock it off Katy" Carson defended." You okay?"
"Yeah, wait you know what happened last night?" I asked confused.
"Yeah, Traycon called me freaking out. Saying he screwed up. You called him crying and he was a jerk. It really shook him up." Carson answered. He was right. He was a jerk. My mind flashed back to the call.
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"I really need someone to talk to. They.... called....and.....I can't take this anymore. " I cried.
"And that's my problem?" He said.
"I need a friend. They...Said...I....Have no.....friends...and no life....and that I should just ......die. Please" I said with tears flowing down my face.
"You'll live it's 2 in the morning for pete's sake. Stop being a baby."
"What's...your.....problem?"
"You! YOur my problem. When you going to learn the world isn't about you. Now I'm going to sleep might try it."
"I....Hate...."
"What the world?'
"You!"
"Jamie, I'm sorry I'm just tired.''
"This was a mistake. Goodbye."
"Jamie, I'm sorry. What's wro..." I clicked the line dead and set down the phone. I tucked myself in and cried. Next thing I knew, I heard Wanted by Hunter Hayes play on my phone. Traycon's ring tone. I listened to it ring as it cut off with I want to make you feel wanted. I felt real wanted. NOT! He called 4 more times. I shut off my phone and went to sleep. How?
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"You okay?" Carson asked. He had a concerned look on his face.
"Yeah, just want this day to end" He put his rm round me and said"It has only began my friend"
"Great." I said sarcastically.
"Hey, I was thinking you know that new girl is kind of cute."
"You like Cla.."I yelled as he covered my mouth.
"I didn't say that just thought I would make conversation."
"Sure.." I said with a smile.
"Yeah, Do you know if she likes anyone?"
"No ,but I do know about all the guys surrounding her right now like her." I explained pointing to the group of guys surrounding her flirting. "Also,I know that Dustin called dibs yesterday in English."
"Are you serious? I swear those guys have no respect for girls. They treat them like property!"
"Aren't they like your best friends?"
"Never said I picked good friends!"
"Oh my gosh. Boys, Boys, Boys." I said shaking my head. "Better get to class."
"Shouldn't you talk to him?" He pushed. He was right I should. But I wasn't. This day was already like a bad.
I wished I could just wake up from this bad dream.....
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The New Beginning
Teen FictionEveryone loves a fairy tale. One where the past doesn't matter. Everyone lives happily ever after. Not here! Clair is the new girl trying to run from her past. All she wants is a fairytale ending. To have the prince come find her. She didn't expect...
