The New Beginning

Chapter 8- No way (Jamie POV)

I looked at the message again. Hey. I hadn't had a real conversation with him in awhile and I all I get is hey. I finally responded keeping up my guard. I wasn't going back. Not now. Not ever.

"I am sorry." The words popped up on the screen. He's sorry? He has the nerve to say he's sorry. That's like hitting a puppy on purpose and telling the owner it was an accident. He should be sorry. He treated me like I was a toy.

"k...."What was there for me too say. I waited for his response patiently.

"k?That's it?"he answered.

"What else is there to say?'' I asked. What did he want me to say?

"idk.More than k thats for sure."

"What do you want? Its okay? It's okay that you ignored me for 2 months?It's okay that you made me feel worthless? It's okay that when I called you needing a friend you told me that being told I should die was no big deal? It's okay that I get these looks in the hall like I did something wrong? Is that what you want to hear? I am not going to tell you everything is okay when it's not. I am not going back through this. I can't take getting my heart broke like that again."

"k"

"Wow"

"You got your heart broke? You rejected me. What did you want me to do?"

"Fight for me! And you said we were fine after that we talked long after that."

"How was I suppose to know that I was suppose to do that?"

"I don't know. But why did you do all that?"

"Because I'm an idiot. Because I got friends that said that I shouldn't talk to losers and I listened..."

"So I'm a loser now? Thanks..."

"no It's just compared to the girls they told me to talk to you are."

"wow, I can't believe this....I gtg."

"Jamie, that came out wrong. I'm sorry, please....don't leave. They were wrong. I still love you."

I shut his chat window down. Why? Why did things have to change? I liked how they were. I was happy. I'm not so happy now. I heard my phone go off with Wanted. Of coarse, he would call. I beeped it off. He called 4 more times. Finally, The ring tone I'm SEXY AND I Know it came on. Something told me that Carson would call.

"A little birdie told me you needed a friend. I am calling Clair, picking up popcorn and renting some movies. Be there in 20."

"okay... Not really in the mood."I whinnied.

"It is saturday night. Have a little fun!"He responded. Leave it to Carson. Since the beginning of this year, he has became like an older brother to Clair and I. It is kind of cool hain to look out for me.

I texted Piper and let her know what was going on. Since the year started, I felt like I was kind of abandoning her. She has been with me through everything. My stalker. Traycan. The bullies. She was my rock.

Soon at my doorstep was Piper, Clair, and Carson-who had gotten a giant bag of popcorn almost the size of him. We went inside the living room and looked through the movies.

"Okay so ,Clair,what's up with you and Elliot?It's almost been a whole month since you guys started 'dating'" Piper mocked. We all knew it was a pity relationship, but it was nice of her to do it.

"As good as dating a boy who is the same height as my 5 year old brother and who can do college math can be."She let out.

"Yeah, I can't believe your dating him. I mean it was all a competition me and Dustin had those boys fight over."Carson laughed out. The room got quiet. This was news to us.

"Wait what?"Clair finally asked.

"Me and Dustin didn't think you would date Jacob or Elliot so we had them compete to see who you would ask out first.Didn't you know?"

"What?No! Why?" She asked confused.

"Because Dustin likes you and we thought it would be funny. I honestly thought you knew."He defended.

"Well, I didn't! Wait..Dustin likes me?" She realized. Well Duh. He called Dibs the first day!

"You didn't know that?"I asked.

"He called Dibs the first day"Piper chimed in

"Wait dibs? Like I'm some kind of toy? I am not a stupid toy!" She yelled.

"That's what I said!" Carson said shoving another handful of popcorn in his mouth so we couldn't understand him.

"Guy's!They are so unbeliviable!" Clair protested.

"oh yes"Piper and I agreed almost in sync.

"I hear ya' sister!" Carson yelled

"Silly, Silly boy" Clair laughed. Just as she did so the doorbell rang. I got up to answer it. When I opened the door, I stood there in disbelief because there was there was no way it was this person, just no way.......