im sorry- a ghostinnit Story (On A Break For Now)

"nothing is that different, everything came back around"

         Techno wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me close. My wings pick up from the ground since they were dragging in snow and I wrap one around techno.

We walk to the house and I could see phil peeking outside, when he sees us he hides back inside.

Techno lets go of me when we reach the stairs. He goes in first and I follow. Ghostbur was handing tubbo his book and phil was staring at the cover like he was terrified.

Tubbo sniffed as he tried not to cry as he ran his finger over the cover.

Ghostbur walked up to techno and smiled handing him the book. Techno took it and they all opened it and started to read it.

(Go to chapter 3 for the notes) I felt uncomfortable so I went down the ladder to technos villager room?

As they read them I looked around the room.  I stayed near the door. Staring at the things in boats.

"Your ugly"

I spat put at them. I couldn't help but laugh.

  I paused for a moment as memories of alive me going up random animals random creatures and calling them 'ugly.'

Why am I remembering these!? Am I getting my memory back? I need to ask ghostbur later.

"T-tommy?"

It was tubbo. Turn around and look at him. He was halfway down the ladder look at me. He was shaking so bad. He was bawling.

I freeze up and open up my arms and wings for a hug. Tubbo jumps down and wraps him arms around me shoving his head into the crook of my neck. (Not a ship!!) I freeze up a bit.

Memories of tubbo crying into the crook of my neck. I look around and see the hole of what should be L'manberg? Wilbur stood up high, phil scream at him as he lets out a heart stopping laugh. I snap back and tubbo was still crying.
"You okay tub's?"

He shakes his head saying no. I hug him tighter. I slightly slip to the ground tubbo still crying into my neck. I softly rub circles onto his back. (Once again not a ship.) I heard the ladder creak and I look up to see phil. Phil had tears in his eyes but he wasn't going to let them fall. I open one of my wings so he could join are hug. He laughs sadly and joins us he leaned against me. I froze again. A memory from my childhood house..? I sat on my bed tubbo sleeping in my lap..? And phil leaned up against my shoulder. I look in phils lap and leaning against phils shoulder but they were just black bodies with black blurs. I snapped back to the sound of techno and ghostbur climbing down and joining us. Techno leaned against phils shoulder and ghostbur layed his head in phils lap. He curled into a ball. I heard sniffles like he was crying. I moved one arm away from tubbo and held ghostburs hand. He quickly wiped his eyes. He squeezed my hand and I went back to that memory. Me, phil, tubbo, techno, and wilbur, all younger, cuddled up together but this time I was in third person. Everyone was asleep except me. I sat up look down at tubbo who was laying in my lap. My arm rubbing his back. And my other hand (my left one) holding wilburs. I sat up crying looking down at them. I don't remember why I was crying that day. But in blink I was back to present memory over. Everyone asleep except me, I say there tubbo in my lap asleep. And I was crying. I wipe my tears a laugh quietly to myself.

"Nothing is that different, everything came back around"