im sorry- a ghostinnit Story (On A Break For Now)

"The most important thing to me"

 

     The music seemed to fade as I looked at the buildings.
    "Tomm- ghostinnit... what do you remember from when you were alive?"
I look to tubbo and think.
"Um... me and techno as kids, my dad phil, a pet cow, playing games with alive ghostbur, pain, celebrations, cross bow fires, fire works, being shot... , a button, a man dying to the button... getting exiled by someone, and then getting my stuff exploded, and lastly the feeling of my skin burning off."
Tubbo's eyes widened as I finished.
"Oh god.."
I nod and smile.
"Not the best memories."
He nods.
"You remember a lot of bad things.."
Tubbo says as he switched the disc. I try to remember more but nothing comes to me.
"Can you tell me some good memories?"
The young boy looks at me and nods. He thinks for a bit.
"Hm... funny memories?"
He asks me still thinking."
"Yes funny!"
I say, I need a laugh right now.
"Well one time when we were in war you made everyone yell Hamina over and over as we ran."
He laughs and looks at the veiw.
"Once you got really mad at wilbur- alive ghostbur I mean, and you ran off to make your own room and got stuck under a piston!"
Tubbo laughed really hard. I joined in, I wish I could of remembered all of this.
"Why was I mad at him?"
I ask calming down from my laugh attack.
"You stole his diamonds and made blocks out of them, them you placed them all around saying your decorating!"
I laugh harder at that.
If only I could remember this all.
I sigh and look at tubbo.
"GhostInnit?"
"Yeah?"
I respond.
"Whats it like to die..?"
I pause.
"Well for me I was in a flower feild for years! And one day a path showed up... because usually I could leave the feild. Even if I walked away I always walked right back. So when the path showed I felt a pull to it and at the end there was a door... and when I went through I was at the place you found me."
Tubbo looked at me confused.
"A flower feild?"
I nod.
"It mostly had Allium's, there was also many bees!  But the one thing that was weird there... there was 3 Graves One had a tie on the grave, one had a brown ripped coat, and one.. it had a painted mask on it! And a few days before I left, there was a new grave, and inside was a compass. It was called um... my tubbo! And when I held it, it always pointed to where the path was even before the path was there."
"The compass..."
Tubbo mumbled sadly"
I look at him worried.
"Is the compass important?"
I ask sadly. He nods.

"The most important thing to me"