10 Years

Breaks My Heart

Bey POV

Kelly done lost her fucking mind. Not only did show up hella late to the meeting but she decided to flirt with Trey and throw shade the entire time. She know good and doggone well she don't like no dick. Asking me about numbers and shit. And then she had the NERVE to try to put this on me! I just need to let out some steam. I drove around in circles for a good hour before I finally went home.

"Shawn!" I screamed walking in.

"Fucknig- Shawn!" I screamed again. I stormed up the stairs and threw my things on the floor possibly cracking my phone.

"What? What's wrong?" Jay asked shooting up.

"Fuck me." I said jumping into his lap.

"What? Are you crazy?"

"Yes and I'm also married. So as your wife I'm telling you to fuck me." I said attacking his lips.

"Bey. Bey." He said pushing me back.

"Shut up and just fuck me. Ok?"

"No Beyoncé." He said.

I reached down and grabbed his penis through his boxers. He let out a low groan and he jumped but quickly removed my hand and flipped us over. He grabbed both of my hands and pinned them above my head so I couldn't move. He used his other arm to hold up his body weight.

"Shawn please." I said said squirming.

He didn't say anything.

"Please." I said just above a whisper.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothings wrong! The only problem I'm having right now is not understanding why you won't have sex with me."
"I'll tell you why I won't have sex with you, because I'm not Kelly. If you have sex with me that's cheating. And you don't have the heart to do that the her. You love her to much. You're clearly upset about something so what is it?"

A couple tears ran down my cheeks and I was instantly annoyed with myself. I didn't know how much control Kelly had over me. I'm literally going crazy and throwing a bitch fit over something petty.

"She was late to the meeting."

"You want me to fuck you because Kelly was late to the meeting?"

"Yes. Well, no."

"Explain."

"Well I-you can let go now."

"You good?" He asked.

I nodded and he let my arms go. I sat up and brought my knees to my chest.

"Her and Trey had this thing a couple years ago and I saw it today. It just did something to me thats all."

"Why was Trey there?"

"He's doing one of the collaborations on the cd. It's a two Disk CD. We all get three solo songs and on the other one everything is done together. Angie surprised us today and said Trey was going to be on the album and that he was doing a song with Kelly."

"That's it?"

"And then they hugged..for a periodically long time."

"Wait wait wait. You're mad because she hugged a nigga?"

"I guess."

"You guess? That ain't nothing to be mad over. She don't like men so I don't understand what the problem is."

"The problem is that Trey likes women; more specifically, Kelly. And it sucks because there is nothing I can do about it."

"You feel like you losing her?"