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Brooklyn's POV•

I woke up around 9:45 and Hayes wasn't beside me and I heard a noise from outside the room so I went out there. I saw two girls and Hayes was kissing one of them. Well that's what it looked like.

"WHAT THE HELL HAYES" I yelled but I didn't cry and he pushed the girl off

"I can explain" he said

"Whatever Hayes I'm done with your bullshit" I said but I still wasn't crying

"Brooklyn ple-" he said but I cut him off ten I walked up to him and slapped him

"I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN WE ARE OVER" I yelled and by then all the boys were out in the hall.

I went into my room and Hayes followed so i locked myself in the bathroom.

"Brooklyn open the door" Hayes said

"No" I said

"Please just let me explain" he said

"Okay explain your self" I said

"I want to explain face to face" he said

"NO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" I yelled

"No now open the door" he said

"NO" I yelled

Then I heard the door slam then open again.

"Brooklyn open the door Hayes isn't here but Nash went looking for him only the guys are in here" Matt said

I opened the door and ran into Matts arms and cried. Then he picked me up and laid me on the bed and I cried into the pillows.

"Sh baby girl tell us what happened" Shawn said and I sat up and started to talk

"I woke up and Hayes wasn't in here then I heard a noise in the hallway so I was gonna see what it was. When I walked out there was two girls and one of them was kissing Hayes and he didn't pull away or anything he just kissed back" I cried

"Are you sure he didn't try to get away? He really loves you I don't think he would do this on purpose" Jack J said

"I don't know anymore. This is the second time I seen him kissing someone while we was dating and the person he was kissing was the same girl" I said

"I'm sorry baby girl maybe they forced him" Taylor said

"Yeah, he really loves you" Carter said

"Maybe you should talk to him" Matt said

I ran out of the room and into the elevator nobody was in there thank God. I clicked top floor so when it stopped I ran into this room and there was another door so I ran into it. The room was big there was a couch and a huge window that took up one wall. I sat on the couch and cried.
Maybe I should let him explain.. But it was the same exact girl what if he has been cheating on me this while time. No he wouldn't do that. Maybe I should give him another chance. All these thoughts kept going through my head then I feel asleep.

When I woke up I had a lot of messages. Most of them was from Hayes. So I decided to read them.

Hayes💋: Brooklyn let me explain please.. face to face.

Hayes💋: I'm sorry please reply

Hayes💋: Where are you? This is all my fault I'm sorry. I love you so much Brooklyn. I need you in my life I am a mess without you.

Hayes💋: Brooklyn where are you? You are really scaring me. Everybody has been searching for you. Please tell me where you are.

After that I decided to tell Hayes where I was at because we really need to talk.

Brooklyn: Come alone. don't tell anybody else where I am. I'm on the 22 floor just go into the other door I found out it isn't a closet haha...

As soon as I sent it he read it. Almost as if he was just sitting there waiting. Then all my thoughts took over.

What if he hurts me again? What if I'm not good enough that's why he was kissing that girl. What if he was cheating the whole time?

Then I started crying again just thinking of that. When I was little and I got sad I would play the guitar and sing and that would make me feel a little better and luckily I found a guitar up there so I played 'The Weight'

I wanna go back,
Forget that it's over
Paint it in black,
When you left me alone
I never knew,
She was sleeping next door with the kid I grew up with,
And I can't go back to her anymore, no

You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
No, I can't lift the weight

Put you in the past,
Try to forget you 'cause it's over
And every time you ask
I'll pretend I'm okay
You're inside my head
In the middle of the night
When I don't feel right
I dream I can hold you,
And I can't go back to you anymore, yeah, yeah

I stopped singing because I seen Hayes in the room. His eyes were red and puffy, he had stains on his cheeks from crying he looked horrible but he was still perfect.

"What did you want to explain" I asked

"That girl kissed me. She said if I don't kiss her back than she will hurt you. I couldn't let that happen even though it was a bad idea I did it I didn't want you to get hurt" he said

"You didn't want me to get hurt? I'm sure whatever she would have done would hurt less than this. You hurt me Hayes" I cried

"I know... I'm really sorry. If I could do it all over I would. I love you Brooklyn and I can't stand fighting or being apart. I need you in my life please forgive me" he said and a tear rolled down his face.

"I don't know.... I'm scared I will get hurt again" I said crying even more.

Then Hayes walked up to me and sat down. He pulled me onto his lap and hugged me.

"Brooklyn please. I will never hurt you again I promise. Please forgive me. I don't know what I would do without you in my life or in my arms. I need you" he said and I could feel tears dropping on my head but I didn't care. I started crying harder because I didn't want to loose him.

"I love you did much Hayes but I keep getting hurt. I don't want to loose you because if I do I would be missing a big part if my heart and I wouldn't be able to live. But I keep getting hurt and that I'd breaking my heart" I said getting up and sitting down beside him

"So does that mean you don't want to be with me anymore?" He asked and his voice was cracking

"Maybe we should take a little break" I said

"Brooklyn I need you though" he said

"Can you leave I want to be alone" I said and with that he left and I cried

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I'm really sorry I haven't been updating I've been really busy with school.

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