The Prince & The Spy | Jungkook x Reader

10 - So Lonely

y/n pov

The guy was a good kisser, I would give him that plus he could be cast as a model too so I scored some points there. Though the main reason was to get Jungkook out of my head and the fact I was currently thinking about him proved to me it didn't work.

Not at all.

I stopped the kiss, it was a natural end to it.

The guy smirked at me

    'Maybe we can continue this at my place?'

     'I'm not really in the mood' I answered as I wasn't, a kiss that was fine but spending the night with this guy... it was rather stupid but it was just that it felt like I would really fuck up any chance with Jungkook.

Which sounded clearly ridiculous.

       'Perhaps a date then next week?' the guy asked and I started to get bothered. we had a kiss its fine but that's it.

        'No I am sorry I am not interested' I indicated trying to sound polite.

       'You just kissed me?' the guy asked baffled.

       'Yes and that was nice but I am not really ready for a date.'

I was about to walk away when he grabbed my wrist forcefully 'so you just like to make out with guys and then dump them? didn't take you for a slut'

I immediately twisted his arm, receiving some attention from all the bystanders.

     'Well if a guy does it it's cool and accepted isn't it? weren't you just laughing at another guys story of kissing two girls at a previous party? fuck your double standards' I smiled passive aggressive as his face showed the pain I was inflicting with my actions.

     'Please let go' he said while tears formed in his eyes.     

     'fine'  I let go.

I decided it was best to go home. First, that stupid shit with Jungkook ruined my mood and now this asshole. 

When I arrived home I drank some tea and ate some plain rice before going to bed. I wasn't too drunk anymore. or better said I wasn't drunk at all. I drank and it had affected me in some way but not to a large extent.

Just when I laid down in bed there was a continuation of knocking and I initially expected it to be some annoying ass drunk student.

it didn't stop so eventually I super irritated opened up the door, ready to fight this annoying asshole.   

       'Jungkook?'

There was this intense reek of alcohol surrounding him and damn he could hardly stand on his own feet.

      'Are you okay?' I asked as I didn't get any response

     'I'm perfectly fine' 'but uhm Jimwwin lewft wit some gurl and I only now realised he has the key to my apartment. so I don't really have a place to sleeeep'

I now fully opened my door

       'You can stay here if you want.'    

His eyes widened a bit but now in shock but rather in surprise I guess

     'Thsats okay with you?'

      'yes, you're my friend right?' I replied.

He scoffed 'yeah friend' he repeated.

I didn't understand what happened to him, well he was obviously drunk so perhaps he was cranky as fuck because of that.

I made some tea and heated some plain rice