Currently Michael and I were watching 'Friends.' It was about noon and we were lying in his bedroom watching Netflix. I haven't really ever been a fan big of Netflix but I guess it's okay. I was really into the show but it was kind of hard to concentrate considering Michael was staring at me.
"Why are you staring at me?" I blurted.
I always say the wrong thing.
He laughed and shook his head.
"Why?" I asked again.
"Your really beautiful." He smiled.
I could feel my cheeks heat up as I turned towards the show.
"Thanks."
Gee, thanks. What a straight up boring
answer. What the hell is wrong with me?
"Welcome."
As he turned his attention back towards the show I stared at him this time. When he looked back at me our faces were much closer. I was a little uncomfortable with it but for some odd reason when he kissed me I didn't pull away. I missed him. I missed being with Michael, as much as I fucking hate to admit it.
I pulled away as my eyes widened, "What the hell. I can't believe I just cheated on Ed." I said standing from his bed and pacing.
I pressed my hands to my temples, "I just did what you did to me, Ed's going to be heartbroken like I was. Michael why do you do this to me?"
I walked over to where I was and placed his hand on my cheek, "I don't know, but I do know that I keep messing up your life. I'll tell Ed that it was my fault and I'll stay out of your life." He confirmed.
I sighed and shook my head, "Please, you can't keep doing this. You can't love me then throw me away multiple times, and then be some hero and let me go for my own good. Be a selfish bitch, make me stay with you."
When he didn't say anything I continued, "I shouldn't even be here. I should be with my Mum and Dad and Ash at my house, jumping on Ashton's back and my Mum taking pictures. I should be visiting Ashton everyday and hugging my Mum and Dad before bed. But here I am, with you, or practically begging you to make me stay and cheating on my boyfriend. I don't know what to do anymore."
"Stay with me. I'm not a hero, I'm just going to be selfish, I'm going to make you stay." He said.
"Well then I'm glad that your not a hero."
I stepped forward and kissed him. Seems as though it may be the last time I kiss him might as well be worth it.
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"Ash?" I called.
"What's up KiKi?"
"I want to talk." I said entering his house.
"Alright."
I sat down on his bed next to him.
"Remember when you came over to my house and I wouldn't get off you back so you had to carry me down the stairs?" I laughed.
"Yeah. Remember the time when we were little and we were playing in my backyard, and I threw mud in your hair?" He asked.
"I was so mad about that!" I paused, "I had already gotten a bath and my Mum said if I had any dirt on me when I got home I would have to retake my bath."
"I know, I was a mischievous child." He smiled at the memory.
So many memories between Ash and I.
"What about Calum and Luke, I don't remember much of them."
He thought a moment.
"Well, there was my birthday party, and we all use to play in my backyard or yours. They would team up on us when we played tag."
I remember that! Ash and I would always win in team tag against Calum and Luke. Luke didn't have as long as legs as he does now so he wasn't all that fast, but he wasn't slow.
"Ashton, what would you say if I moved back to America?"
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Howdy. I like this chapter:) okay goodbye.
