End Up Here // Michael Clifford

Chapter 38

Last night ended up with the boys and I going to McDonald's at 3am and then I dropped them off at the hotel they were staying at. I then went home to my apartment confused as hell but also so happy. What are Michael and I? I mean, we both still love each other, but we're not together. I can't help but feel the only thing that's keeping us apart is trust.

Tonight Michael and I were going out. I was wearing and short dress with pink and white striped and the skirt part was navy blue. I added a denim jacket along with a brown purse and boots. I usually don't wear flower crowns but I just put on a navy blue flower crown because I thought it was cute. Again here come the nerves. It's like it's my first date with him all over again. Although I wouldn't consider this a date, still. As I looked in the mirror I noticed all of my insecurities. My eyes were boring and even though it's not as bad as it use to be my cheeks are still really chubby, and it's not even in a cute way like Calum's when he smiles. Oh well if Michael loves me he should see over those things.

"KEELY WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!" I heard Jackie call my name.

"Out." I said stepping into the room she was in.

"Oh my God your leaving the house congratulations!" She exclaimed then held her hand up for a high five.

I rolled my eyes but laughed as I high fived her. She jumped up on the kitchen counter and swung her legs back and fourth.

"So, got a hot date?"

I shook my head, "Yeah he's hot alright."

Her eyes widened, "Who?"

I laughed. I can't believe she took me seriously.

"It's not a date," I explained, "I'm just going out with Michael."

Make shoved my shoulder a bit, "Ooo girl."

I laughed again, "Well I better get going."

I flipped my hair so it laid on my back and walked towards the door. Here goes nothing.

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"Hi."

I met Michael at a Starbucks because he said he's never tried one and his fans say he would be a good 'common white girl.' That made me laugh, there fans are hilarious. (A/N: We are hilarious and fabulous) So far the only thing I've said was Hi.

"Is that it?" He laughed and brought me into a hug, "I haven't seen you in months and all you can say is hi?"

I pulled away and smiled. After a few moments my smile faded, "Michael what are we?"

"You know what I want to be. The decisions yours." He brought his hand to my cheek and looked me in the eyes. I never noticed how beautiful his eyes were. I mean, I knew they were green but they weren't like mine. They were intricate and amazing mine which were really boring.

"Why are staring at me?" He asked.

I shook my head and felt my face flush, "Michael I love you but you broke me multiple times and I don't know if I can trust you."

Michael's pov;

Of course she can't trust me no one would. I just felt that when she was looking at me that I might actually have another shot. I looked down at my feet.

"Give me another chance." I pleaded.
We were standing outside of Starbucks and a lot of people were staring at us. Now that I know what life is like without her I wouldn't dare to cheat on her again.

She looked up at me then to her feet, and then back up at me, "Michael I don't know what to do help me."

"I can't help you. It's your decision. If I were you I wouldn't date me because I'm a complete asshole." I said as it began to rain really hard. A few moments passed as the people on the streets wandered into buildings. It was pouring and we were still out in the streets. I was just staring at her, admiring how beautiful she is.

"Michael I love you but you took all of my trust."

"I know I did." I said and in that moment I didn't regret anything I've done in my life. Even if it meant hurting Keely I was here, with her. So it doesn't matter if I've killed anyone or not I wouldn't trade the world for this moment. I grabbed her cheeks and crashed my lips onto hers. Whatever happens I just want to be with her. As she pulled away she looked my on the eyes.

"How in the hell did we end up here?"

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HOWDY. Wasssup!!! Meadowl0ve was in the shower a couple of minutes a go. Also her car is going to therapy because kalicapling said so.