Emo Band Imagines

Fly To The Moon (Gerard Way x Reader)

Requested by: @Rogerandbrianmaylor

Song: Dying in a hot tub by Palaye Royale

*******

"You're looking skinny, You sleepyhead.."

"Have you gotten out of bed, have you gotten out of bed?"

You really didn't know what happened. You just drifted away from each other, and both decided it's be best to go your separate ways. Gerard Said he had moved on, but you heard from his friends that he hadn't really.

From what you had heard, he wasn't doing very well, and his new girlfriend, in Frank's words, didn't  'Make him as happy as you did.'

Of course, though your relationship with Gerard had faded, you still loved him, and you still had feelings for him. He was always on your mind, day and night. You may have even been a little jealous of his new girlfriend, though you wouldn't admit it.

*******

Gerard was on the phone with Frank, who was worried for his friend.

He could tell he wasn't the same since everything happened with you, and he could even see a difference in him when he saw him in person.

He was skinner, and didn't seem to be really taking care of himself much, but the thing that stood out the most was that Gerard's eyes didn't sparkle with joy like when you were together.

While Gerard and Frank were speaking on the phone, Frank decided he'd ask some questions.

"Hey, Gerard?" He asked. "Are you...alright?"

"Yeah, I'm fine." He responded.

"You sure?"

"Yeah.."

Frank could tell he hesitated before saying that, and automatically knew something was up since Gerard spoke like this when he was hiding something.

"Gerard.." he said. "Talk to me, okay?"

Gerard sighed. "I...I miss Y/N." He said.

"Do you?"

"Yeah...it's just not the same with my new girlfriend.." he said. "The way we would cuddle, or the way she would kiss me..."

"Well, if it's any consolation, I'm pretty sure Y/N misses you, too." Frank Said.

"Really?" Gerard Asked.

"Why don't you call her? Or visit her?"

"Would that be stupid? I mean, we just broke up.."

"Seriously, if you love her, don't let her go." Frank Said. "Basically just do the opposite of what Brendon Urie says to do."

"Well...if you're sure.."

"I've never been more sure."

***********

"I'm here, and you're gone,"

"I'll see you on the other side."

You had been writing songs a lot, but there was one you kept coming back to. As much as you hated to admit it, it was for Gerard, and it was about all that he was going through lately. You knew you'd probably never get to sing it to him, and that was okay. At least you could express yourself through music.

"I'll fly to the moon again, and I'm sleeping with clothes up on my head,"

"I'll fly to the moon again, cause I'm dying in a hot tub, I'm dying in a hot tub once again."

While playing your guitar and singing your lyrics, you were interrupted by a knock at the door. You set your guitar down, stood up, and looked at yourself in the mirror. Seeing as your hair needed a brushing, you Shouted, "Be right there!," Then ran into the bathroom to grab your hairbrush. You ran it through your hair until it was smooth, then you set it back on the counter and ran over to the door. You unlocked it, and opened it, seeing someone you never thought you'd see again.

"G-Gerard?"

Gerard's lower lip quivered, and you opened up your arms to hug him. He slowly walked into your embrace, and buried his face in the crook of your neck, crying silently.

"What's wrong?" You Asked.

"I miss you.." he said. "The way you touched my hair...the way we cuddled...everything."

"But you have your girlfriend now." You Said, rubbing his back.

"It's not the same." He said, sniffling. "Besides, I broke up with her."

"What?"

He pulled away. "I know it was a stupid thing to do.." he said. "But I miss you. And I don't deserve you, but.."

He looked into your eyes. "Will you give me a second chance?"

You felt as if your heart had just melted right there, looking into his sad hazel eyes. He really did miss you.

"Come in, Gerard." You Said. "I have something to show you."

Gerard followed you into the house and over to the couch, where you both sat. You reached over and picked up your guitar.

"I...wrote you a song." You Said.

He smiled a bit. "Really?" He asked. "So you missed me, too?"

"Don't push it, Way." You Said, then smiled. "But yeah, I did."

He scooted closer. "Well, let's hear it." He said. "This better be good."

You laughed, then started to play the opening chords. You looked down at the sheet of paper laying on the coffee table with the lyrics, and took a deep breath.

"You're looking skinny, You sleepyhead. Have you gotten out of bed, have you gotten out of bed? Getting concerned about my lonely friend. Have you seen yourself today, your gonna need a haircut and a shave.." You sang, as Gerard looked at you intently, tears starting to form in his eyes.

"I can see behind your eyes, oh your money's getting wasted, cause your always getting wasted all the time. Getting concerned about your lonely days, you're doing some more drugs, and getting caught in your drug phase."

"Have you heard the news that you're on your own. Grab you a noose cause you got no where to go, go, go, go now, I'll fly to the moon again, I'm sleeping with clothes up on my head. I'll fly to the moon again, cause I'm dying in a hot tub, I'm dying in a hot tub with my friends.."

Before you could finish your song, Gerard pretty much attacked you with a hug.

"It's so beautiful.." he said. "Why...did I ever leave you?"

You laughed a bit, hugging him back. "I honestly couldn't tell you."

"Y/N.." he said. "I love you, so, so much.."

"I love you too, Gerard."

*******

Ah, that song takes me back to last summer, when my cousin was here, and my sister and I introduced her to Palaye Royale. Let's just say we blasted this song a LOT that summer. I love this song so much though, and it's definitely one of top ten favorite songs

Also, thank you so much for requesting!!!  I hope this one was better than the last 😬😬😬😬