The Devilman's Flower (+16)

IX- You'll only want me more

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"Wha-..." Xavier couldn't finish his sentence from being so surprised. He pulled his hand away from Luca's death grip and just glared at him viciously. "It's not like you could break it any way, fucking nerd." He rubbed his arm and I was breathing heavily.

I was afraid Luca would cause a scene here and I'd be in the middle of it. There's no way I could stop him.

He would throw me across the room if I tried.

"Try me, pussy. I know you won't." Xavier was now wide-eyed, jaw dropped staring at Luca who had a challenging smile on his face. I wanted to hide in a corner and never come out. Better yet, I wanted the earth to open up and just pull me down to my grave right about now.

"I'd stop holding onto Cassia if I were you. You're holding up the line." Luca winked at Xavier before wrapping his arm around my shoulder and pulling me away from him. What did he just say? Holding up the line? What line?

"What happened? Tell me you did now just do that!" I smacked his chest and then covered my face with my hands as he held my back and walked me to the cafeteria.

"I just saved you. Thank me later, I guess." He said in a sigh and let go of my back before walking outside and leaving me alone in front of the cafeteria. I tried to get my breathing under control and fixed my hair before walking inside.

Luca just ruined his whole 'good boy' 'nerd' look for me. To save me as he put it.

I realized that Xavier hasn't told anyone anything as I sat down next to the girls. "Hey," I said quietly and only Damien took the time to acknowledge my existence. But he turned to Layla the next second and started whispering to her.

I feel so out of place here.

Like they were only keeping me around to keep a connection with Xavier and now that it's over, they don't have a reason to be friends with me anymore.

I was always with Layla through everything and helped her with family issues.

Her father was away and abandoning her and her mother did not care about her. She was way too free and her parents didn't care. That made her ignorant and selfish. But I was the only one who tolerated her behavior without an issue.

After all, I'm still not appreciated because I'm the shy innocent girl, aren't I?

But I don't want to be her anymore.

I want to be ignorant and not care about anyone but me. I want to leave the house in the middle of the night to have fun, go on adventures but I can't.

And I don't have a place to start to be that way.

"Hey, Luca!" Layla yelled from our table and I didn't bother turning around. He came and sat with us when Ashley invited him. He sat next to Damien, in front of me and leaned to the table. He didn't bother hiding his gaze which went around my face like he was examining my expressions to understand how I feel.

"You left early, I couldn't get a chance to meet you," Ashley said as she changed seats so now she sat next to me. "Yeah, " He said as he glared at Layla warningly.

"Oh, I and thought Cassia was wearing your sweatshirt this morning. Is it like a special thing you two have?" She looked at me challengingly and I was unbothered by her attempt to stir the pot. I'm not going to give her the satisfaction of leaving or arguing because I know she's not capable of that.

They're violent only because they aren't capable of reasoning, that's why it's only physical fighting with them instead of arguing.

"I never really introduced myself to her besides you calling her over so there's no way it could be mine." It was kind of funny, watching him speak longer than usual like he was explaining himself.

"The sweatshirt looks good on you." He leaned onto the table and I widened my eyes slightly when he mentioned it next to everyone. I tried to stop myself from getting anxious.

Let them know that I'm wearing his sweatshirt.

See if I care.

"I have to join the others. I'll see you guys later." He said after a moment of silence and walked away to join Evan and the Castillo's. I couldn't figure him out, it's almost as if he's teasing me on purpose and always wants to be around me. I may be acting narcissistic and exaggerating the situation but why would he hang out with my friends if he didn't like them besides the reason for seeing me?

"Wasn't that his sweatshirt from yesterday?" Layla said after he left and I looked at her when she finally acknowledged me. "So, you and Xavier broke up for good then?" Layla spoke up again and I nodded. I saw Xavier walking up here and he was breathlessly upset.

"He gave me his sweatshirt because I was outside, getting some fresh air after walking in on my boyfriend caging my sister up a wall," I said calmly and took a sip of my orange juice and Xavier watched me. "It wasn't anything like you guys think it is. I was just hurt." I said and placed my drink back down before getting up and walking away. I saw Xavier take my place and explain something very detailed.

He's telling them about Luca but will they believe him? No, they won't. They won't believe him unless Luca makes them. I walked outside and dropped my bag next to a tree to catch my breath. I don't do well with stress. I crossed my arms as I closed my eyes and heard fast footsteps approaching me.

"What do you want from me?" I asked as I opened my eyes. Luca had his eyebrows raised at my question. "I don't want anything from you." He responded as he took a step forward me and I couldn't back up since my back was against the tree.

"Leave me alone then. Why are you always around me? I don't want you to be." I said with a sudden outburst. Layla and Chelsey acted differently around him and he was aware of it too.

They didn't like that Luca was around me and not them.

I don't have a problem with that because I don't want Luca to be around me.

When I looked up at him again his confusion was nowhere to be seen in his face and now he held a challenging smile again.

Like he knew things about me that I didn't.

He's annoying me at the moment with that look in his eyes. Like he could make me do anything or admit to anything with a snap but he's not right.

"Is that how it is?" He said with an eyebrow raised and I nodded determinedly at his narcissistic glare.

"Alright, then why did you ask me to take you away?" He asked and I rested my hands on the tree behind me when his chest was squeezing mine. My breathing got heavier because I knew he could feel my soft chest on top of his hard muscles and I could see how it changed the look in his eyes.

"Got no words, Floare? You were so confident a second ago." He said as he leaned down so his face was on my level. I couldn't speak, I couldn't react. My body felt weird, it reacted to him in ways I've never experienced before with anyone.

"Luca." I managed to let out breathlessly when I felt his hand ease up my sweatshirt and under my tank top.

He was touching my skin and burning it in a trail with his touch.

"You know you can always tell me to stop. I'd never force you for anything. She why aren't you pushing me away right now?" He asked, his voice raspy with dark emotions behind it.

I bit my lip and looked up at him finally locking eyes with him.

He told me everything he was thinking with that look.

"Don't try pushing me away from you, Floare. Then you'll only want me more." With that, he left a burning kiss on my jaw below my ear and pulled his hands from inside my shirt before turning around and walking away.

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Just started finished watching my hero academia and I got the biggest crush on Bakugou :/

I'd let him bully me honestly