Who's Your Daddy?

Chapter 17

Luke's P.O.V

The day just ended just like that. We're on our way now back to the hotel. No one dared to talk to me all day, because if they try to start a conversation I just snap at them. All of my mates are worried with me, I don't want to ignore and shout at them but I just want to be alone for now. They tried to ask me if i wanted to tell them what's bothering me,I don't want to open up  yet. I want to keep it all to myself,cause if I tell them what I really feel at the moment, I might breakdown infornt of them. I don't want that to happen. I can't let them see me being this vulnerable.

Our van stopped infront of the hotel. Since I was seated at the last row of the van, I was the last one to come out. My bandmates and Dave are waiting for me.

"Hey Luke want to grab some snack at maccas?" Ashton asked.

I sighed. "No Ash, I'm not that hungry. Just go on without me, i'll probably just sleep.I feel so drained." I said and walked inside not waiting for them to protest.

The receptionist greeted me which I just ignored and made my way to the elevator. I tapped the botton which will lead to my room. I pull my phone out of my pocket and checked if I had a text from her, but just like before there was nothing. I sighed and chuck my phone back to my pocket. The elevator stopped, I went out and went straight to my room.

After swipping the card the door opened. I immediately plopped myself at the bed and shut my eyes. All I can see was her face. The memories of last night played inside my head. I can hear her voice. I still feel her touch. I can still smell her strawberry scented shampoo. I sat up and covered my face with my palms. I feel so frustrated, I want to find her but where will I start?

My head turned to the bedside table. I saw a paper folded and my name's written on top. My curiosity got me. And i'm quite sure it's from Norlyn. I might've not notice it earlier because of Michael shouting trying to wake me up and finding out that my girlfriend is gone.

I breathed deeply and opened the letter.

My dearest Luke,

        By the time you read this letter I might be on a plane  leaving L.A. I'm so sorry if it's so sudden. I left you without any explanation. It's really complicated Luke. I don't know how to start to let you understand. I just want you to be happy and fulfill your dreams. I promised to be with you each step but i'm afraid I won't be able to do that. I hope you understand someday why I had to leave. I'm doing this for your own good. I'll keep all our memories in my heart until I die.

   Take care of yourself Luke. And keep in mind that I love you so much. More than my life. I'm so sorry if I hurt you because of what I did.

  P.S thank you for the wonderful night.

  
                                       Forever Yours,
                                                Norlyn

After reading the letter I found myself crying. She's really gone. Why? I don't understand. She could've told me what was bothering her. Is it the fans who keep sending her hate? Or am I not doing anything to make her happy.

But she said she loves you Luke the voice in my head says. I shook my head if she really loves me why did she left? We could've find a way to fix it.

I decided to call her. I took my phone out of my pocket and dialled her number. Her phone is off. I want a clear answer right now. I stand up and walked around my room. I'm trying to figure out how to talk with her. Then I remembered Aliya. I hurriedly searched for her name in my contact list and called her right away.