Bakudeku Deku's Big secret

Denial

(⚠️abortion is mentioned if you don't like it or skip the chapter⚠️)
I'm not pregnant I just um grabbed fake ones? Yeah that's it I'm a guy I can't be pregnant that stupid test doesn't know what it's doing! Hahahahah Yeah right me pregnant! Pft yeah sure..
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I look at the test in my hand and started to cry at the thought of it being true.
"Noooo I cant be..."
"Yeah I'm not..." I told myself and left the bathroom after Disposing the tests I had took. I crawled into bed and slept asleep without thinking about the "baby" that totally exists.
I got up the next morning and didn't feel well. I rushed to the bathroom and puked whatever was in my stomach. I felt like I was staring at the toilet bowl for forever. I couldn't lift my head for if I did I would have the urge to puke once again. My mom came in and started rubbing circles on my back.
"Izuku honey I think we should get you to the doctors..just to make sure your okay." She said calmly. I just nodded even though I couldn't hear what she was saying. She helped me up and took me to the car with a bucket with me of course. No way mom would let me in the car without one. She loves her car too much to get it dirty..I sometimes think she likes the car more than me but I know the truth she likes me better..but it's just sometimes I think that.
We arrived at the hospital, mom helped me inside and told me to wait in this chair. She pointed to one of the dark blue chairs that stay in the waiting room where a bunch of sick or worried people sat waiting. It made me nervous..my mom sat down with me she held my hand when I felt like I had to puke again. I stuck my head in the bucket but nothing happened I just sat there gagging over the bucket. We sat and sat waiting for the doctor to finally call me.
"Izuku Midoryia?" A nurse said. I slowly got up and walked to the nurse.
"I'm sorry Mrs Midoryia you will have to wait here we will get you if the patient wishes to do so" she said.
My mom looked worried but nodded. I told her
"Don't worry mom, I'm sure it's just a stomach bug I'll be fine" I walked into the doctor office.
The nurse sat with me and asked me a few questions. Such as..
"When did this start?"
"Are you sexually active?"
"How long has it occurred?".
The doctor finally came in and sat with me and did some tests.
"Okay Izuku it looks like your healthy, but" he said. Worry set in. I started to tear up.
"We found something in your scans..do you want us to get your mother first or?"
"Tell me first so my mom doesn't need to worry to much if it isn't bad" I said.
"Well it's not bad,you have both male and female parts within your body"
I looked at him confused.
"Um..I'm sorry what?"
"I know this is a lot to handle for someone your age but basically you can get Pregnant so I need to know have you had sex with another male..?" He asked it had caught me off guard for a sec.
"I- um..Yes..I have and another doctor told me that I could get pregnant.." I said looking away for the doctor.
"When did you have sexual intercourse? " He asked.
"About 2 weeks ago.." I told him trying not to sound too awkward.
"Can I check something.." he asks as nurses start to bring in a machine I've never seen before. I probably look so confused cause I am confused.
"Can you lay down?" I nodded and did what was told.
He put cold gel on my stomach. And started to move the wand around. He stoped and looked at the screen for a bit and then smiled once he turned to me.
"I know you are very young but" he started. My heart sank. This is a nightmare right? I mean I know it was a possibility but...this time it was confirmed by another doctor.
"You are 2 weeks pregnant" he said as he moved the screen to face me. He showed me the baby and said.
"Every thing is looking good for far..come back in a month or so" he said as he wiped the gel off my stomach.
"Do you want a copy?" I started to cry.
"Oh okay I'll leave you.-"
"No! No I can't be! Please don't tell my mom! And No I don't want a picture...please....please....don't..."
"Do you want to exterminate the pregnancy?" He asked. I nodded. And left the room in a hurry
Once I arrived to the waiting room my mom shot up and ran over to me.
"Izuku!"
"How did it go? Are you okay"
"Yes mom..I'm fine he said it was a stomach bug and it will go away..but I have girl parts and male parts..." I told her. She stood and looked confused but she engulfed me in a hug.
"Aww baby.." I sighed and looked into my moms eyes.
"Mom...I-I'm Gay.." I told her. I had to tell her that at least.
"Aww! Baby I knew that already!"
"Huh?"
"A mother always knows!" She winked and grabbed me by the hand.
"Let go get some ice cream?"
"Yeah that sounds really nice.." I smiled.
I was finally able to relax and I completely for got about what happened at the appointment.
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I thought about it.......
I started to cry while eating my cotton candy ice cream with  whipped cream and strawberries,blueberries and bananas on top.
Hey don't judge! I'm pregnant okay not that I want to be...it's... my .......fault I can't blame kacchan...he didn't know we even.....I sighed.
"Izuku? Are you alright.."
"Huh?Oh yeah" I told her trying to wipe away my tears.
"You know you can tell me anything.." she said.
"I know...but I'm not ready....not yet.."
"Are you scared of how i would react?" She asked hoping it wasn't the case.
"No that's not it..I just can't come to term with it myself." I said looking down.
I don't want this baby....I.
I felt a pain in my stomach. I almost felt happy that something could have happened to the thing inside me..the thing I made with a man who will never love me or even like me. I smiled a bit.
"Izuku!?Your bleeding from your thighs!!" She said.
She turned the car around so fast I couldn't barely blink in the process.
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"Please help! My son he's bleeding!" The doctor ran out knowing who my mom was talking about. He dashed back in to grab a wheel chair and rushed me back in. I passed out from the loss of blood. I woke up to a white ceiling.
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"Mom...did I loose the baby?" I said in a raspy small manner.
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