Bakudeku Deku's Big secret

Where the hell did you go Nerd!?!!

⚠️Swearing, POV switches⚠️
"WHERE THE HELL DID YA DO NERD"
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"I-I"
"Spit it the fuck out!"
"I was doing online school..." I finally said.
Kacchan looked confused.
"Why?" He asked a little concerned.
"Uh...personal reasons .." I said looking down.
"Did your mom find out about what we were doing to you..?" He asked sounding a little guilty.
"I told her...then I was put online"
"So it was my fault..you know you can talk to me Deku.."
"Can I really kacchan ?"

Katsuki's POV
"Can I really kacchan?" Those words stung..why I'm not even sure..
I regret everything I did in middle school and I got over my feelings for the nerd and now, now he's back.
"I-" why can't I talk.
"You what kacchan I trusted you before...I loved you...but now I don't know"
"I-I- I'm sorry...."
"A little late now" he turned and when to his sit I stood staring at the floor unable to register what the fuck just happened.

Izuku's POV.
"A little late now" I couldn't look at him anymore. I would be lying if I said I still didn't love him but he needs to know that I'm not going to forgive him that easily. I have Kenji and Izumi to think about. They are my top priority not my relationship with their father. I didn't need him up till now. I sat down at my desk. I looked back at kacchan, he seems different. I feel like it's not the same kacchan I knew back then. I wonder why..

(I'm sorry but this little part it's kiribaku I respect everyone's ships I just don't like this one all that much I like kirikami or Todokiri I'm also fine with Kirimina I think that's the ship name anyway back to the story)

A red haired boy walked into the room and walked up to kacchan. Of course I look half the class did.
"Hey bakubabe" he said smiling at kacchan.
"Shitty hair..."
"What's wrong Katsuki.." why did he say Katsuki...unless no he couldn't already...but he no I can't say he's mine..he never was and never will be...
"I..he..."
"Who? You know what come on let's go.."
I watched in silence as they walked away..I feel sad. I just want this day to be over I want to see my boys and hug them. It's my fault he moved on I left.

Katsuki POV
Shitty hair dragged me out of the classroom.
I just couldn't believe dek- no Izuku was here. In my class..wasn't he quirkless ..I have so many questions.
"Bakubae!! What happened?" I snapped out of my trance.
"Deku he's back..."
"The asshole that left you in middle school? Do I need to beat him up or something?"
"No..I just didn't expect him to be here..he wasn't happy to see me.....I was happy to know he was alive at least.."
"Aww Babe..." shitty hair kissed my cheek. Being with him just seems wrong now..I loved Deku no I still love Izuku..
I pushed shitty hair away.
"Oh come on not again Katsuki i love you okay you just need to calm down and forget about Deku" I sighed at his words I know he's right I need to move on. Well I already did but I need to forget what we shared. But I also want to find out the whole reason he left before I officially move on.

Izuku POV
Kacchan and the other guy are taking a while. I wonder why- both males make there way into the classroom again but this time holding hands. I stoped I-I..I want to go home. I stand up and dash out of the classroom trying to hold back my tears. Why does it hurt so much. I didn't even care that everyone was staring at me. I need to leave. I ran into the bathroom.
"Mom..?"
"Izuku sweetie what's wrong?"
"I miss you and the boys I want to go home" I said in between sobs and sniffles.
"Why what happened?"
"Kacchan is here and he has a boyfriend..it's just overwhelming..."
"Oh baby..but I'm sorry I can't come get you it's the first day and it's important ,it's  your dream I can't let you give it up just because of heartache..but how about we go and get ice cream with the twins after school?"
"Yeah thanks mom." I sniffed before I hung up. I still don't want to face kacchan and his boyfriend.. I slowly made my why back to the classroom.
Iida and Uraraka greeted me as soon as I cane back.
"Are you alright? " Iida asked.
"Oh- uh yeah sorry I'm not used to school I was home schooled the last two years so..I got overwhelmed."
"Oh well I'm glad you feel better" Uraraka said.
"Yeah me too..I just miss my family you know.."
"Yeah I know I miss mine too" she put a hand on my shoulder.
I felt like maybe I have real friends and maybe they won't find out about my past. I already lost kacchan..I can't loose anymore people..

(Time skip)

It's been a couple of months since the first day of school no one knows about my kids so far. I've had so much fun. I still feel sad when I see kacchan with Kirishima,the red head his boyfriend.
"Deku?" I looked to who called me. It was kacchan..
"We need to talk..." I nodded and followed him away from everyone.
"Wha-"
"I'm sorry!"
I was taken back. Kacchan saying sorry
"What's wrong-"
"I still love you...I need you to know"
"But kacchan you have a boyfriend-"
"I'll breakup with him just don't leave me again..I still don't know why you left and I won't force you but I just my nerd back..I never forgot about what we did..."
"Wait you remember...?"
"Yeah after a while I did and I enjoyed every bit I was remembering"
"My first time was with you..you also made me realize I like men..I'm gay..."
"I- you- same kacchan you also made me realize I also like men...I'm also gay..." we looked at each other .. we leaned in when..
"Hey bae-"
"Kirishima?"
"I- you deku! You know how much you hurt Katsuki he didn't deserve you leaving him like that! So leave my boyfriend alone! "
"Kirishima...I think we should break up.."
"Why... I thought you were over him...I love you please don't Katsuki...suki please...."
"I'm sorry Kirishima..."
"Kacchan you don't need to do this.."
"I do , I don't love him..I love you Izuku..."
I was about to say something when..
Ring
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