football fantasy// trent alexander arnold🤍

chapter thirtynine🤍

after marcell came over early and interupted mine and trents moment it wasnt long before everyone else began showing up. i decided i would have my first drink in over 10 months as perrie, rachel and rebecca, andy, hendo and alexs partners) were all here and drinking as well.

"sooo how is everything" rebecca asked me. ever since i worked for the club i always saw jordan as an older brother so was always close to rebecca as well, it was like nothing was off limits between us and i just felt comfortable telling her everything.

"everything is really good actually" i said smiling at her as i poured myself a vodka and coke.

"hun ive seen the way hes looking at you, he cant keep his eyes off of you honestly" she said as we stood there and looked at trent "have you guys yano done it again yet" she asked and i sniggered.

"no becs we havent had sex again yet" i said and she raised an eyebrow "im not lying! honestly today is the first time we have even gotten close but its like there is always something stopping us. first it was the baby, then his brother" i said and she laughed.

"yeah that doesnt change" she said laughing "once youve had kids you have to be way more creative" she said and we both laughed.

"alex looks right in his element" i said to perrie as her and rachel walked over to us and we watched him playing with malaya.

"dont go telling him that" she said and all 4 of us laughed.

"wow youre throwing those vodkas back fast" rachel said and i laughed.

"i havent drank in forever, let me have tonight at least" i said and we all giggled at the fact i was slightly tipsy.

"wheres dad? thought he would come over aswell?" james asked and i rolled my eyes

"he might of come if he didnt hate me" i said and it was clearly the alcohol making me brave enough to say that.

"whats that meant to mean?" james asked and i began telling him about our phone call "geez, so what you arent going to speak to him anymore?"

"No not until he can take enough time out of his day to simply come here and apologise, until then he wont see me or my little girl"i said and james nodded with a simpathetic smile and i could feel my eyes brim with tears.

"aw come here you divvy" he said and wrapped his arms around meand i hugged him back as the tears rolled down my cheeks.

"hey whats wrong" i heard trent say behind me and i oulled away from james and wiped my cheeks

"Nothing, i dont want to speak about it" i said and smiled as i walked into the living room and took malaya from the floor where alex as layed next to her "sorry ox she needs to go to bed" i said as he pulled a sad face as me and i rolled my eyes before walking up the stairs with her and went into her nursery.

"come on then bubs lets get you to sleep" i said to her as i placed her in the cot, she was already in her pyjamas so i didnt need to change her. i stood over the cot and watched as she let out a big yawn and wrapped her hand around my finger as my other hand stroked her head.

i could tell someone was stood in the doorway and i looked to see trent stood there watching our every move. "thankyou" he whispered

"what for?" i asked as he walked in and tood behind me as he wrapped his arms around my stomach

"for being you, for my little girl, for everything we have" he said as i turned around and cupped his face in my hand and gave him a kiss.

"we dont have that because of me babe, we have it cause of us" i whispered and he smiled.