Love At Last

Morning

MAJOR SH TW FOR THIS CHAPTER⚠️⚠️

5:30 am:
   You wake up to your alarm and quickly shut it off, you don't want to wake up Rosy. You find your little sister next to you, still sound asleep. You smile and carefully pull yourself out of her bed. You peek into the living room to see your dad passed out on the couch, surrounded by bottles of alcohol. You turn around, shaking your head, and go into the bathroom. As you look into the mirror you notice that your cheek was swollen from where your dad hit you yesterday. Your side is throbbing so you lift your shirt to see your stomach is bruised all the way to your side. You run your fingers across your cheek and wince in pain. I'm so worthless. You think to yourself. you opened the bathroom cabinet and stare at a razor. I deserve it. You think to yourself as you roll up your sleeve and look down at the countless previous cuts. You pick up the razor and glide it across your skin. You don't even flinch, you're used to it. You do it again this time digging a little deeper and you watch the blood seep out of your arm. You grab some paper towels and apply pressure to your fresh cuts and continue to get ready for school. You brush your teeth and comb your long brown hair. You exit the bathroom making your way to your own room. You slip out of your dirty clothes and put on your grey hoodie and black jeans. You throw on some socks then lace up your converse sneakers. You walk into the kitchen and prepare breakfast for Rosy, a piece of toast and some scrambled eggs, before going back to her room to gently wake her up. "Good morning love bug." you sang into the doorway. It's 6:00 am now. She rolls over and stretches. You help her out of bed and run her a quick shower. "How'd you sleep Rosy?" you ask her as you lather shampoo into her hair. "Gweat!" she giggles. You smile. Rosy hops out of the shower and you wrap a towel around her and dry her off. "Go get dressed love." You say to Rosy. She skips off to her room and gets dressed. While she's getting dressed you go over to your dad. Hesitantly you go to shake his shoulder gently. "Dad, can you give me and Rosy a ride to school?" You ask but you have a feeling you already know the answer. "Get the fuck out of my face you cow." He yells in your face. You turn away hoping Rosy didn't hear him, it scares her when she hears him yell. Rosy comes out of her rooms and sits at the table wolfing down the breakfast you made her. "Someone's hungry." You smile at her and she smiles back at you with a mouth full of eggs. You chuckle. You know you're going to have to walk Rosy to school and then yourself so you grab her book bag from her room and then yours as she finishes her food. You think it's probably chilly out so you grab Rosy a coat before you and her head out.

a/n: sorry there was only on chapter i didn't know i couldn't publish all four at once lol