Love At Last

Sarahs House

⚠️⚠️TW: SELF HARM⚠️⚠️

Sarah's letting you and Rosy spend the night. You drive you to her house and showed Rosy around. You were already familiar with her house. Rosy's tired and I don't blame her. Sarah shows us the guest room and I lay Rosy down singing her a song as she drifts off to sleep. You notice Sarah standing in the doorway slightly smiling as you finished singing. You got up and excused yourself to the bathroom.
You dug through the duffel bag and found the box of blades you had packed. One. Two. Three. You couldn't stop. Your arm was pouring blood. Everything was spinning and you collapsed.
"Y/n you okay in there?" Sarah knocked on the door. "Shit shit shit." You say grabbing toilet paper and putting pressure on your arm trying to stop the bleeding. There was about 12 new cuts on your wrist and they wouldn't stop bleeding.
"Y/n I'm coming in." Sarah goes to open the door but you throw yourself in front of it. There was blood on your arm and on the floor now. "I'm okay." You say breathlessly, your voice was shaking. She continues to try and open the door and she eventually succeeds.
She pushed her way into the bathroom and saw you on the floor and a box of blades on the counter. You could see how her heart broke. You broke down. She got a rag and dampened it pressing it gently against your wrists and wiped up the blood off the floor. She cleaned and bandaged your cuts. She hadn't said a word the whole time.
You get up to leave but she stops you. "Y/n, please tell me what's going on." She says a year rolling down her cheek. She held your chin in her hand making you look her in the eyes. "We'd all be better of if i was just dead." You say as Sarah pulls you close to her. You were sitting on her lap on the bathroom floor resting your head on her chest as you bawled your eyes out.
"Don't say that. Don't you ever say that y/n. You hear me?" Sarah says crying a bit now. "You know it's true. Nobody needs me. Nobody loves me. For fucks sake Sarah I don't even love me. So you can stop pretending like you care now because I know just like everyone else you're gonna leave too. You don't give a shit about me, no one does. So can you just leave me alone." You snap at her and leave the bathroom. You need to be alone.
You went out into the porch and you were hit with a wave of regret. I shouldn't have yelled at her. The only person who's ever tried to understand me and I just pushed them away. "I'm such a fucking asshole. I ruin everything." You scold yourself and fall to the ground sobbing. Shortly after you hear Sarah come outside and she sits next to you. "I'm sorry I'm such a dick.." You practically whisper. "It's okay love I shouldn't have pushed you. But when you're ready, we really do need to talk." She says as she puts her hand on your thigh and rubs it. "God I'm in love with her." You say to yourself. Looking at Sarah you realize you had said that out loud. "I didn't mean to-" She silenced you with a kiss. You both go inside and you fall asleep in her arms.

A/N: Okay so I know I said something good was coming this chapter but I promise it's coming next chapter.