My Gay Fear (boyxboy)

Sleepover?

KYLER P.O.V

It was about 6:15 when I finally texted Miles. (Me: Hey ready to come over right now? Miles: Yeah sure but I do need your address lol. Me: Ok stalker) I gave him my address and said goodbye. Oh my god he is actually coming over. But it's just to study and absolutely nothing else. I really need to calm down so I don't puke. It feels like my stomach is in knots even though he's not even here yet. I quickly went upstairs to the bathroom and splashed water in my face. Then I looked up at the mirror. " Kyler it's ok, you can do this" I whispered to myself so my mom wouldn't think I was crazy. Then my mom called up, "Kyler your friend is here" she said. Ok it's now or never. 

MILES  P.O.V 

I had my mom drive me to Kylers house right after he texted me. Iv'e had all of my stuff for his tutoring packed since I got home. On the whole ride there I had butterflies in my stomach. I'm actually going to his house where he lives. I better not embarrass myself I thought as we pulled up to the house.

"Ok sweetie have a nice time, just call me when to come get you" she said to me. I grabbed my backpack and open the door. " I will mom. See you later" I said as I shut the door. She waited till I got to the front door before driving away. No going back now. I knocked on the door and waited. I heard a few muffled words but I couldn't make out what they were. Then I heard a bump followed by a " Kyler what did I tell you about those steps." That must be Kylers mom.

Then the door opened and the most beautiful creature stood in front of me. " Hey come on in" He said with a big smile. I walked in and the whole living room smelled like vanilla. " Nice house" I said with my mouth open slightly, his house was way better than mine. " You boys thirsty" His mom called from the kitchen. He looked at me and I nodded yes." Uh yeah how bout some water" He called back to her. " Coming right up."

Is his whole family this loud, they're practically screaming. But I can't help but wonder, where is his dad?

KYLER P.O.V

My mom brought a tray in with two glasses of water. " Why don't you boys go upstairs, I have a few phonecalls to make" she said giving me the tray. Any other time she just goes outside to talk to people. " Uh, yeah I guess" I told her. " C'mon Miles, to my bedroom we go!"

I tried to be funny to bring the mood up. The awkward tension in the room was so thick you could cut it with a knife. He looks really shy and scared. The more time we spent going over homework and tests, the tension faded away. We started cracking jokes and laughing, we were actually talking. When we were at school we usually didn't talk much. It's not that I hate him I just feel weird around him. 

But I like whats hapening now. Both of us being friends, talking, sharing laughs, having fun. Then Miles had to talk serious. " Hey I'm just curious, where's your dad at?" It could have been any question in the world. Why did it have to be that one? " Well, I never actually knew my dad" I told him. " W-Why not?" I could feel my eyes start to tear up. 

" My mom said that he left before I was born because he wanted a better life for me and my mom" I said with tears almost overflowing. Miles didn't say anything so I continued. " But I know that's not true. She's just saying that so I'll have a good image of my father. I now that he just left when he found out she was pregnant."

" Kyler, your crying" Miles finally said. I reached my hand up to my face and felt that my cheeks were wet. I used the sleeve of my sweater to wipe the tears away." I-I'm fine, really." Then a pair of arms wrapped around me. "It's ok Kyler, I'm here" He said rubbing my back. I started sobbing into his chest. " Miles, can you spend the night" I asked wrapping my arms around him. " Of course Kyler."