My Gay Fear (boyxboy)

This Can't be Happening

MILES IS ABOVE                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          No ,no ,no I'm not gay! I can't be, that's not how I was raised. No I-It's ok, this is just a phase. Yeah it's a phase and I'll get over it in a few weeks. It's no big deal and I don't need to spend my time worrying about it. I just need to keep my head in my work and focus on keeping my grades up. I don't need to tell anyone either, just keep it to myself and myself only.

(Time skip to the end of the school day!)

I quickly got to my locker and opened it, thank goodness it was the end of the day. I really needed a break after today. Miles had all the same classes as me and my friends invited him to sit at our table, and he did. But just remember, don't think about it. Just work and study and keep grades up. But I can't help wonder what he thinks about me. 

MILES P.O.V 

I ran to my locker and quickly got my stuff and left school. I really needed to get home and think. My first day at a new school and I've already fell for a guy! No I just have to forget him, remember what your friends said. This is the reason you get hurt, you fall for everyone. So I have to forget him but I can't, I've never had this strong of a connection with anyone before.  I mean I've had feelings for someone but not like this. Every time I see him my heart skips a beat, so that's every class. I wonder if I should tell him how I fell. No not yet, I have to at least become his friend first. I can't rush into things like this no matter how much I want to. 

What if he doesn't feel the same way? He probably doesn't, why would he. I heard some of his friends say that this one girl was still hung up about him. So he likes women not men. He doesn't even look like he'd be gay. Even if he was he'd get made fun of for going out with me.

Just focus on school and nothing else, go to college, live my life. I don't need to think about a partner, even though I'm in 12th grade and almost halfway through the school year. Whatever. A guy is sure to ask me out sooner or later, right?

KYLER P.O.V

As soon as I got home I went up to my room and threw my back pack on my bed. I then sat down at my desk and got my laptop out. I opened up Skype and called Jacob, he answered. " Hey whats up" He said. " Not much, again" I tell him. " So, what do you think of Miles" he asked. " What do you mean" I ask back. " I mean I saw the way you were looking at him, it's kinda obvious you like him" He said. " I do not " I yelled at him. " Besides, my mom would never allow it" I tell him. " Are you sure you don't like him" he asked. " Yes I'm sure, he just looked familiar" I say. " Ok if you say so, well I gotta go dude.I'll text you later" He says. Then he hangs up. Wow rude much. 

JACOB P.O.V

I hung up the call with Kyler and quickly called Miles. He asked me to see if Kyler liked him. Honestly I think they would be cute together. Poor Miles, I think he really liked Kyler. Miles answered really fast and I saw his face light up on the screen. " So did you talk to him" he asked me. " Yeah, I did" I say. " Sooo, what'd he say" He asked. " Miles I'm really sorry, he said that he didn't like you" I say sounding sad." Oh" he said and his smiling expression instantly fades." I'm really sorry" I say once more. " You don't have to be sorry, it's not your fault" He says. " Well I'll talk to you later" He says before he hangs up. Dammit Kyler, you can really be an ass sometimes.