My Gay Fear (boyxboy)

Makeup

KYLERS P.O.V

I stirred in my bed trying to fall asleep. It was 3 in the morning and I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about how I lied to Miles. I feel horrible about lying to him but, I think it was believable.

I had to get up in 4 hours for school. This day is gonna be amazing.

MILES P.O.V

My mom drove me to school since it was kinda cold that day. Cooler than it had been for the past few weeks.

I got out of the car and ran up to Kyler. "Hey Kyler." Kyler turned around but didn't seem to happy. "Hey." I frowned slightly and looked down. Was he mad at me?

We all made our way into the school. Kyler seemed to keep his eyes off me the whole time. Even when we were getting our books out he still payed no attention to me. Fine, he can be a little pissy bitch all he wants.

I started ignoring him now too. Whenever he actually did look at me I just turned away. If he wants to play that game I can play it better.

After school I quickly went and got my stuff. Moving quickly under pressure isn't my thing. I tried several times to get my locker open but I couldn't. Kyler finally got to his locker.

He stared at me for a minute and I became flustered. "You need help?" I looked up at him slightly. "Y-Yeah." He smiled softly and got in front of me. It took all the strength I had not to just hug him right now.

"There ya go." He went back to his locker and grabbed my stuff. I shoved everything into my backpack so I wouldn't miss Kyler. He started walking away then I called his name. He turned around and stared at me.

"C-Can I walk home with you today?" He seemed shocked at first but he said yes. I smiled and caught up with him. "Thanks" I said to him.

We got to his house and his mom wasn't home. "French whore" I muttered under my breath so Kyler wouldn't hear, even though he thought it was true.

I set my back pack down and slowly sat on the couch. "Thirsty?" I looked at him and softly shook my head. He took a set right next to me. "Hey, I've been meaning to talk to you about something." I froze at those words. Talk, what does he want to talk about?

"Miles, are you ok?" I nodded yes but it seemed he didn't believe me. He put his hand on my cheek and made me look at him. "No somethings wrong, tell me now." I felt a tear run down my cheek.

"I'm fine Kyler." He rubbed my cheek. "No your not, please tell me what's wrong." I just stared at him not saying anything. I wanted to kiss him so badly but I don't want to push things.

"Miles." My heart raced as he came closer to me. "Miles, baby please tell me, just talk to me." I thought I was gonna pass out right then and there. Did he just call me baby?

"D-Do you hate me?" He looked at me in shock. "Oh my god Miles no, no I could never hate you." I smiled when he said that. "Then why are you avoiding me?" He kissed my cheek. "I'm not avoiding you now."

I blushed and he softly pressed his lips onto mine. "Come on, let's just lay down for awhile." He later down on the couch and pulled me with him. My head was now in his chest and I was out like a light. "I love you Miles." I love you too Kyler....