He has nobody... [DreamSMP FanFic]

* Chapter Thirty-Two *

[Quackitys POV]

I sat on the bed with my guitar tuning it until Wilbur and Schlatt came back, Tommy was sat next to me gazing around the room until his eyes met something... "Hey Big Q..." He raised his eyebrow and looked at me with a sly smile

"Yes Thomas?" I replied

"Whats that? Have you been drinking again?" I looked to where he pointed and saw the reflection of the light on the alcohol bottle which was badly hidden in the wardrobe...

"Uh... no, it's Jschlatts..." I nervously mumbled, looking back down at my guitar 

"Well... That would be believable if it hadn't been in our fridge for the past month and magically disappeared when your drunk... and its also hidden... in your wardrobe", Tommy looked at me, I couldn't tell what he was thinking

"Tommy..." 

"No no, it's fine! I won't tell Sam it's not like I haven't done it before... I know what your going through..." He gave me a warm smile but the only thing i could think about is what he said

"Tommy what the fuck?!" I put my guitar down and looked at him in the eyes, I felt like crying hearing what he just said 

"What? Fine don't take my comfo-" I interrupted him before he could continue

"Tommy your way too young to drink!" He didn't look bothered by me telling him off, he looked surprised

"Okay one... I'm okay, two my brother died in front of me, three your telling me bot to drink but you just chugged 2 bottles in the space of five hours..." He shrugged his shoulders 

"Tommy... when did you last drink, and who knows about this?" As soon as I asked him that he was no longer calm and unfazed by the conversation, instead he tensed up and dropped his jaw slightly 

"Um like..." He laughed awkwardly while holding out his finger to count, "Ugh like when Phil, Techno and Dream blew up L'manberg! and um...Connor and Dream know..." 

"How did they find out?" I questioned

[Tommys POV]

"Well Dream found out because he saw Mexican Dream and I having a few drinks on the beach in exile..." I looked down at my feet remembering my close friend then looked back up at Big Q, "Oh and Connor found out because I was sat on a hill looking over the remains of L'manberg with some vodka... Wil had just died and everything felt pointless without him, I had about 5 bottles waiting to be drank, hoping one of them would do something... I didn't want to kill myself but... I didn't mind Wilbur". I stayed silent for a second before continuing, "Sorry, anyways... I had already had one of them and started on my second I felt terrible, I wasn't dead though... After a while I had gotten half way through my second and heard someone behind me, He sat next to me and sat in silence as I drank a bit more..." 

[Flash Back]

I heard someone walking closer to me, I expected it to be Techno coming to finish me off, Tubbo switching sides, Phil allowing me to join my brother... but I was very wrong. I didn't turn, instead my eyes stayed on the rubble still falling and the large bones scattered around from the withers. The person sat next to me in silence, moving the bottles of vodka I was planning on using... I turned to see who it was out of curiosity... CONNOR?! He had planned to move here since Schlatt started living here, guilt filled me as i realised the only reason he came here was to finally live with his best friend had died only a few hours earlier... I drank more of the vodka causing him to raise and eyebrow at me, "Want some?" I asked

He picked up one of the bottles and drank out of it, before shaking his head... "This is strong... Really strong... How many have you had?"

I looked at the empty glass bottle on the floor and threw the one I was currently drinking from next to it since it was empty. I grabbed a fresh bottle and smashed a rock off the cap so I could drink from it... I started to shake as I poured the liquid into my mouth, I had a bad headache and felt weak in every part of my body. That's when he took i off me, I was pissed but i didn't complain... i couldn't, I was took weak to even move...

"Come on..." He picked me up bridal style and placed me next to his horse which was behind us, He grabbed the bottles and put them in his bag... 

"I'm sorry..." I said as he reached down to pick me up and put me on the horse, I was completely out of it and expected to be seeing Wilbur any second now... That's when... everything went black..." 

[End of Flash Back]

[Quackitys POV]

"So yeah I woke up at Connors house and had a hang over the next day..." He nodded his head as if agreeing with himself 

I zoned out thinking about how Tommy must have felt... how I was so close to loosing my best friend and i didn't even realise it. As if planned, Wilbur and Schlatt had appeared again, Wilbur had his two guitars in his hands one acoustic, one electric 

and the horned man had Rags in his, the small puppy was biting his ears making them argue. 

"So... What songs are we playing then?" Wilbur asked

"CRADLES!" Jschlatt shouted 

"BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY!" Tommy pushed in front of the others and grabbed the electric guitar 

"LEAVE IT ALL TO ME!" I knew i was a loser but it was a good song 

"OOO JUBILEE LINE!" Tommy grabbed Wil and shook him as fast as he could 

"Okay, okay! Chill!" Wilbur laughed and sat on the bed, "The others are out so we can be as loud as we want..." He smiled and played the first note of Jubilee line... 

Tommy quickly turned and whispered something in my ear... 

"Truth or Dare after this..."