He has nobody... [DreamSMP FanFic]

* Chapter Thirty-Nine *

                                                                 {Tommy's shadow is called Tom}

[Tommys POV] 

I woke up in the morning... I couldn't even remember walking back. I got up and went downstairs where i was greeted by Quackity... 

"YOUR OKAY!" He shouted giving me a warm hug

"told you he would be!" Techno shouted from the other room

"W-What? Why w-wouldn't I b-e okay?"  I asked 

"You fell and hit your head pretty hard... I think you fainted so i picked you up..." He smiled happily ruffled my hair 

"I-I did?..." I asked, with confusion plastering my face

"Yeah! But your okay now!" He said 

"W-Well obviously..." I rolled my eyes

"Oh yeah Tommy!" Sam called from the other side of the room, "I called Ranboo and the others yesterday! They want to see you!" 

"T-THEY DO!?" I was filled with happiness until i remembered what i looked like...
"Wait... they d-do?..." I remembered breaking the my Tubbo compass and i was filled with guilt but also relief... like a ton of bricks had been lifted off of my shoulders. I shook my head and thought for a second... "Do any of you wear... makeup?" I asked nervously 

"Nope!" Wilbur said happily while searching through chests

"fuck..." I whispered to myself

"It will be okay Tommy!" Wilbur smiled and flew towards me with a hand full of blue powder, "Want some blu-" 

Before i could answer Quackity interrupted, "DROGAS!? MMM ME ENCANTA DROGAS!" He shouted while trying to grab the powder. Wilbur moved his hand away. causing Quackity to fall over. 

"No Big Q!" He said, "This is for Tommy! You don't need it right now..." He placed it in my  hand and it very quickly turned dark blue... "HEY TOMMY LOOK!" He pointed at the small bubble of blue in is hand "It turned a few shades lighter! That's better than before!"
Sam and Quackity gave us a confused look before continuing to craft the boats we would need to go back to DreamSmp.

A few hours later we had arrived home and I was reminded to see the others... I nervously headed to the top of the hill close by to see where they would be, once i made it to the top i looked around for the others... I found them! Just as i was about to head down i took a closer look... 

Fundy was together with 5up... But they were happy... really happy
Tubbo and Ranboo were together... But... They were happy! Not like when we used to hang out

I thought for a second... maybe i should be a better friend. I straightened my back and turned... "TOM!" I shouted, out came the white eyed shadow from my chest.
When he came out i could breath properly... and i wouldn't stutter... 

"Tommy?" Tom looked at me and hugged me for a second, "Your feeling better?"

"Better than ever big man!" I smiled, half of it was true but half of it wasn't

"What do you need me for?" He asked

"Look at this!" I pulled him to the edge of the hill and pointed at the other boys... "I need to do that to them!" 

"You want to do what to them?" He looked confused 

"Look closer... they have smiley faces on their faces..." I was intrigued by it. Tom looked at me with his poker face... "WHAT!?" I shouted at him. Although it was hard to tell, he rolled his eyes.