Meet me in the stars

Awake.

Introduction:
Kim Taehyung
Age: 19
Jimins best friend
Lives alone: no family

Jeon jungkook:
Age: 21
Namjoons best friend lives with him
No parents

Park jimin
Age:20
Taehyungs best friend ( soulmate)
Boyfriend of hobi and yoongi lives with them

Min yoongi
Age:22
Jimin&hobi boyfriend lives with them
Jungkooks old childhood friend

Jung hoseok (hobi)
Age:21
Jimin&yoongi boyfriend lives with them

Kim seokjin
Age:23
Taehyungs hospital friend
Lives at the hospital as a permanent patient
Relationship: ??

Kim namjoon
Age:25
Jungkooks best friend took him in when jungkook was 14 known him his whole life
Relationship:???

Tae pov:

beep....beep....beep what?, what is that noise? beep.....beep....beep. Ugh it's one of those, i would recognise that sound anywhere. I slowly open my eyes only to be met with a harsh light, i grunt at the pain in my eyes, i shuffle my head to the side, to see the fluffy pink bubblegum hair of my soulmate.

" hey chim" i say softly smiling at the fact he is always there, " Tae? oh god tae thankgod you are awake. you really scared me this time" he scolds me softly with glossy eyes tears threatning to fall out. i give him my famous boxy smile, " aish chim you aren't getting rid of me that easy" i chuckle. He looks at me sympatheticly and hugs me tightly, i sit up slowly and remove the tubes connected to my arms, " no tae what are you doing you have to keep those in!" he argues with me trying to stop me , " do you have to be so loud?"i chuckle lightly, feeling a throbbing in my head. "honestly chim im okay we both know this happens atleast twice a week and i wake up staring at the boring blank ceiling and then after an hour or two im completely fine, so come on lets go already, i wanna go to the movies, you wanna go to the movies?" he looked at me dumbfounded confused that i could be so calm about it.

He sighs deeply" aish im not gonna convince you to lay back down am i? he asks me defetedly, " nope so come on we are going to the movies." i slide out of the bed, and stand up slowly knowing i would fall back down if i moved to fast and there was no way i was falling infront of jimin aware that he already didnt want me to leave, i take slow strides towards the door with jimin following cautiosuly behind.

I discharge myself from the hospital despite the protests of my doctor, Dr wang suho, he's been my doctor since I was 8 so he knows there is no point in arguing, we leave the hospital and head towards jimins car. we get inside and i can feel jimins stare. i sigh " okay fine how bad was it this time"i asked while chuckling turning to see jimin with a concerned look on his face, " aish dont look at me like that chim im okay really look" I say as i pull a face at him and do a weird dance with my arms making him giggle, "but seriously chim come on tell me how bad",his face goes back to frown.

" its all over snapchat you collpased in the cafeteria people are saying you did it for attention and that you have been starving yourself becasue you have mental problems, many people filmed it this time so dont be surprised if you see it online later". i stare at him blankly letting his words sink in, people think I'm doing it for attention? They think I'm starving myself? They think I'm sick in the head?... if only they knew the truth but i do not want that. that would only make things worse it's times like these that I can't help but wonder why me? What did I do that was so bad? I don't want to be this way I want to be happy truly happy but it doesn't look like true happiness was destined for me .

"Tae ? Taeeeee? Taehyung?!" i snap out of it feeling a harsh slap on my thigh "ow! Chim! What the hell that hurt!", " well then stop spacing out and ignoring this beautiful face!", he raises his voice back before we both burst into laughter, our laughter dies down into small giggles before I talk again "its okay chim people are gonna think what they want regardless of the truth I pat his hand softly and look out of the window my fake smile immediately falling from my face as a tear slips out of my eye. I hear jimin sigh deeply. He clearly knew I wasn't ok..

"Hey Tae?" I hummed in response, "how's the group going?" He asks curiously "why'd you ask chim?" I ask frowning as he doesn't usually ask about my group. Shit does he know I haven't been going??.. "It's just you never really talk about it heck I don't even know if you were going." I nod in response, "it's going fine i guess I go every week, I make everyone smile ofcourse" I say giggling. "You know Tae... yo-..you don't have to- ......you don't have to pretend to be strong all the time." He says looking at me sadly. This took me off guard and I didn't know what to say I thought no one saw past my smiles, am I not smiling brightly enough? What changed can he see past my fake smile? Does that mean others can too ? Panic starts to set in and my breath gets hitched in my throat and as if he can read my mind jimin turns back to me and says " I know you are not okay Tae, I know all of this stuff actually gets to you, you don't have to pretend in front of me I'm your best friend it's okay to not be okay" i stay silent for a moment before I give him a small smile and tell him I'm fine, "I don't really feel like going to the movies anymore can you just take me home I'm kinda tired" I chuckle awkwardly and rub the back of my neck, he sighs and a disappointed look grows on his face before he nods and starts the car to drive me home.