Meet me in the stars

Stars

Everything was going perfectly  until we hear.....

3rd person POV:

"Yah will you just kiss already it's been hours!!!"
Tae and Jungkook turn to face where the familiar voice came from only to be met with 5 people frantically picking up menus to hide there faces whispering and cursing to eachother. Taehyung and Jungkook look back to eachother and sighing and chuckling before they stand up and make there way to the talking menus. " chim" Tae calls out sternly trying to sound angry " oh hey Taehyung, sup Jungkook fancy seeing you here" Jimin let's out a nervous chuckle trying to play it cool casually resting his arm in the back of the chair.

Taehyung and Jungkook look at eachother before bursting out into laughter clutching there stomachs, the others glare at Jimin who rubs the back of his neck embarrassed " yah what are you guys even doing here" Jungkook asks after calming himself " WE WERENT SPYING ! " Jin screams slapping the table once again making everyone laugh out loud, " yah Jiminieeeee you helped me dress for it and now you are crashing my date so uncool" Tae whines at Jimin " aha so this is date I'm glad you figured it out yoongi says swinging both his arms around hobi and Jimin

" yes we did" Jungkook replies taking Taes hand in his making tae blush. " I'm sorry Taetae don't be mad I had to make sure Jungcock was treating my baby like a queen" "Hey! It's Jung-kook don't be so rude I am your hyung!" Jungkook whines embarrassed at the new nickname. " Okay we are sorry for crashing your date we've actually been following you since you guys left the park" yoongi says casually like he hasn't been stalking them for the last 4 hours. " you guys look really adorable together!" Hobi squeals grinning brightly the corners of his lips reaching his ears. I smile and look at Tae who is smiling shyly a cute blush present on his cheek, " I couldn't agree more" I say smirking at Tae who boldly kisses my cheek making it my turn to blush. He giggled cutely seeing my reaction, "no point in standing there come sit" Namjoon says sliding further down into the booth, Tae and I both sit on the same side of the booth holding hands before Tae steals the rest of Jimins ice cream who doesn't protest knowing there's no battle when it comes to Tae and strawberry ice cream.

Time skip later that night
Taes POV:
Today was the best day I had a lot of fun with Jungkook and our hyungs after spending a few more hours with eachother everyone decides to go to home, I feel lonely sometimes being the only one who lives on there own although Jin lives at the hospital atleast he isn't on his own. I sigh boredly laying on my bed starting at the stars on my ceiling a tear leaves my eye as I begin to think about what my mum told me when I was 3 one of the only things I remember about her...

Flashback: 3 year old tae (3rd person pov)
"Eomma" a 3 year old Tae sobs in his mother's lap while she rocks him gently trying to sooth his crying " eomma why did grandma have to leave, where did she go, why can't I see her?" Tae cries into his mother's blouse staining it with his tears and running nose, his cheeks red and soaked in his tears, red puffy eyes shut tightly, " baby it's okay she hasn't left you, you can still see her" his mother speaks in a calming voice, " what? where?, where is she" Tae looks around frantically searching for familiar face of his grandma. "Baby shhh calm down and look up" Tae looks up and sees are dark sky illuminated by a billion stars brightly shinning "eomma I want grandma where is she" Tae starts to sob again wishing to feel the warm loving hold of his grandma

"baby when you miss grandma just look at the stars she will be there looking back at you" "eomma did grandma become a star?" Tae looks up at his eomma with glossy eyes, " yes baby she did" "but why?why did she have to leave me? I don't want her to be a star" Tae chokes out trying to hold back a sob. " baby when it's our time god makes us stars so the ones we love can still see us and talk to us, she's watching you right now so look at the stars baby, just look at the stars, you will see her again one day you will meet again in the stars"

Present time: taes POV:
"Eomma, appa did you become stars too ?" I call out staring at the painted stars on my ceiling, I climb off my bed and make my way to my balcony, I sit on the cold stone feeling the cool spring breeze brush across my face I look up to the sky and see a billion stars glistening lighting up the dark sky. " I miss you eomma. I miss you appa. I miss you grandma. I'm sorry I haven't met you again yet, but don't worry I don't think it will be long now, I grow weaker it was easier when aunty was around but she has gone now too...Did you meet her in the stars too ? I'm so tired eomma " A chocked sob leaves my lips as tears begin to cascade from my eyes warming my cold cheeks " I'm so tired, it hurts, it really hurts, Jimin is still with me though he helped me dress for a date today eomma, I think you would like him, his name is Jungkook, he's sick like me but he's strong he will make it I know he will." My eyes begin to sting from rubbing my tears away I cough repeatedly chocking on my sobs I raise my hand to my mouth and wipe away the blood flowing from my lips "Can I come and meet you yet eomma? Please I'm so tired, I don't know how much longer I can do this, I'm trying I really am for Jimin and now for Jungkook but it's so hard...I've started vomiting blood now, I haven't told anyone they can't do anything anyways I just have to smile for my friends but it hurts. It hurts so much please help me."

I sit there until I can't see the stars anymore and the harsh light of dawn blinds me I weakly stand up and walk towards my bathroom staring at myself blankly in the mirror I remove my shirt and look at the blue-purple bruise on my arm from where Jimin playfully punched me yesterday he doesn't know about how fragile I am right now I look at how my skin clings to my ribs seeing each individual one making my way up to my face I look pale and lifeless as dried blood sits at the edges of my mout. Tear stained cheeks, visible cheek bones and black bags under my puffy tired eyes looking like I got into a fight and lost.

I sigh at my reflection before taking a damp cloth and wipe away the dried blood, I decide to get in the shower wanting to feel the warm water after sitting in the cold for hours, I slowly remove the rest of my clothes each move more painful than the last I turn on the water and sigh as the warm droplets tap my skin softly I close my eyes and whisper softly " I'll meet you in the stars soon eomma I can feel my time coming"