// I'm sorry this is crap. My art teacher told me I had to use a reference for my painting or else it wouldn't be good enough and my stepdad was being a jerk. I feel like my writing and art are getting steadily worse. I've been faking it and lying for so long and I can't take it anymore. I know I usually seem happy and bubbly but it's honestly all an act. Its been getting so hard not to relapse. Not even my girlfriend can help anymore. Sorry guys, but updates are going to be slower. I love you all.