Pierre/ hawk-Eli moskwitz

Just friends

I carried Caitlyn to my car bc she was to drunk to walk. I told Ava I would make it up to her so I took her to my house. Caitlyn laid in the backseat while we went inside. I knew I didn't have a chance with Caitlyn so I decided I should try with Ava.

How's this, my mom asked. Oh this is Ava, I said. Hi Ava, she said. Ok mom we are going up stairs see u later, I said. Ava went up first but my mom held me back. What happened to Caitlyn, she asked. Nothing, I said. Ur lying what did u do, she asked. Mom it just didn't work out it never will, I said. Caitlyn's a sweet girl y'all were happy together, she said.

I know mom but it isn't gonna work she moved on, I said. Ok just make sure this girl doesn't break u, she said. Ok mom love u, I said walking up. My mom always loved Caitlyn, she thought we would get married she even talked about what we would name our kids. She was wishing to have grandkids, but I could give her some with Ava.

What took u so long, Ava asked. Nothing my mom just wanted to talk to me, I said laying down. So how are u gonna make it up at me, she asked. Umm I don't know I was thinking cuddling and a movie, I said. What kind of movie, she asked. Harry Potter, I said. Eww no Harry Potter is for freaks, she said. Oh yeah I was just joking, I said.

I loved Harry Potter but I guess if she found that out she would think I was a freak. You know we could just finish what we started, she said. Do u actually like me or do u just want sex, I asked. No hawk I like u, she said. Fine ok we can have sex, I said.

CAITLYN'S POV:
I woke up in someone's car. Where am I, I whispered. I sat up with the biggest headache. Shit what happened, I said. There was no one else in the car with me. I recognize the house. Why am I at hawks house and why did he leave me in the car. I was debating whether or not I should get out but I felt like I was going to throw up so I did. I walked up to the door and knocked on it.

His mom opened and immediately jumped on me. Caitlyn it's so good to see u what are u doing here, she asked. I just umm- I didn't want her to know I was left in his car- I decided to come here to talk to u, I said. Ohh ok I missed u so much, she said. Yeah we have a lot to catch up on, I said.

We sat down at the kitchen table. So what happened to u and hawk I thought y'all were friends again, she asked. Yeah but we are bad for each other so even that didn't work, I said. Why y'all were best friends, she said. I know but when we fell in love those feelings won't allow us to be just friends and when we are together we just hurt each other, I said. Oh I understand but what about my grandkids, she said.

I promise hawk will find someone else it isn't hard for him u will get ur grandkids, I laughed. But I won't y'all's grandkids, she said. Hawk will be fine and so will I, I said. Ok well I'm going to get something to drink do u want something, she asked. Umm yes can I get a water, I asked. Sure I'll be right back, she said.

I took this time to go find hawk. I walked to his room and knocked but I guess the music was to loud so I walked in. Shit my bad, I said seeing that they were having sex. For some reason I felt everything. I was going to throw up so I ran to the bathroom. I started throwing up and balling my eyes out. It was so hard to breathe.

I started having a panic attack and i was shaking. This time it was different every thing hawk said to me didn't faze me, I didn't care about him, but now I was sick at the thought of him with another girl. His mom ran in. Sweetie are u ok, she asked pulling my hair back.

I finally stopped feeling sick and she held me. I'm sorry that happened to u, she said rocking me. I loved him, I said. I know sweetie and he loved u just as much maybe even more, she said. I don't want to feel like this anymore, I said. And u won't it will get better, she said. I don't want a future if he isn't in it, I said. I know at the end of the day ur gonna wish you had more time, so stop spending ur days upset and either fix the problem or let the go, she said. How are u supposed to forget about someone when they gave u so much to remember, I said.