✨ Saiouma Oneshots ✨

Behind his Restarting smile.

I. Uh. Was in a sad mood :( so I was writing sad. Sorry kiddos 😔

I might..add..some..good stuff. For the dirty onesss. I mean idkkk.

Shuichis POV

I had just left my room to head to the main hall, the silence in the hallways was quite unnerving. "Saihara!" I turned my head watching Kokichi skip towards me.

"Ah, good morning Kokichi." I smile at him as he approached me and hugged me tightly, I felt him shake Whist I held him "What's the matter..?" I asked him. He shook his head "Nothing why you askinnnng?" He looked up at me.

Silence fell over us as I sighed "You just seem a little different." I said rubbing his head "no no baby, stop worrying, come let's go!" He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the main hall.

The hall was empty, I would have thought some others might of been in here but no. Kokichi looked around "Wow! It's empty! Nobody! Nothing!" He said about to run around. I pulled his hand almost Making him fall backwards.

"Eh-" he looked at me, I placed my hand on the side of his face "Please tell me what's wrong Kokichi." I said looking into his eyes. His hand was shaking and he took a shaky breath. "Can we not." He said bluntly. This kind of shocked me because he's usually using such a bright Voice.

He was looking at me directly, the sparkle in his eye was completely gone like he had lost his emotions for a quick moment. Kokichi pushed me away from him and stood completely still. "Kokichi-" I tried to reach out to him "No." He had tears in his eyes.

Panic set into my voice "If it's something I've done I-" he shook his head, I felt tears forming, I must have done something.. my vision blurred as the tears spread over my eyes. Kokichi gasped and rushed over to me and hugged me again "No no no!! It's not you I promise, im sorry!" He said whilst holding onto me tightly.

Kokichi was clearly panicked like I was "Please don't cry, I'm sorry I didn't mean to be mean.." I felt a little better after getting held once again by him. "It's ok..I'm not upset about that.." he looked up at me "Then what..?" He asked "I don't want to see you upset." I said wiping my eyes.

"Oh..." He said sadly "If I tell you, will you promise to not be sad anymore?" I nod and he holds my face "I'm going to die Saihara." He said directly to me,
I looked at him my face clearly in visible shock. "How do you know..?"

Kokichis POV

"How do you know..?" Shuichi was clearly shocked and upset, I felt his tears flow over my hands as I held his face. I wanted to say it to his face directly.

Nobody knew I've done this before. I knew what what going to happen, Gonta had just been executed and I knew what my fate was. I had restated multiple times. "A game." I looked into Shuichis tear covered eyes as I said this.

"A...game??" He said looking back into my eyes. "Imagine you're in a game, you have played this game multiple times trying.." I slowly let go of Shuichis face tears streamed down my face "Trying to get the ending you have wanted for so long..but you can't get it because this is how it has to be."

Shuichi looked at me tears also rolling down his face. I wiped my eyes "Listen to me Shuichi..." He looked at me trying to wipe his tears "Kaito and Maki, they're Going to bring me into a room. In this room I will be shot twice with arrows covered in poison, there will be a machine in this room that they will use to crush me."

I know I wasn't supposed to say anything...but I wanted to be with Shuichi so bad...I wanted to live the rest of my life by his side.."I will be there." He said directly, I gasp, what have I done? Have I got my happy ending? Or will this ruin everything...