Shatterproof | SB19 Sejun [SB19 Series #2]

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Sejun's POV

I dove for the couch as soon as we arrived at our condo. I was tired. Our flight back home had arrived at the crack of dawn and I was beat.

"Goodnight boys. See you later in the morning," Cha told us as she exited our condo.

"I'm so tired," Justin said. He stretched and yawned. "But this trip to Korea was so memorable."

I had to agree.

"Indeed," I replied.

"Are you happy, Sejun?" Justin asked.

I lifted my head and sat up straight. All their sleepy eyes were on me.

"Why do you ask?" I ask Justin back.

He shrugged. "You just seem really happy," he answered.

I stared at Justin. If there was one thing that Justin knew, it was the feeling of longing. He was very much acquainted to the feeling of longing for the person that you cherish most in the world.

"I am happy, Jah," I answered.

No matter how I wish things were different, I was happy being in Korea with Gab. No matter how short lived that happiness was.

"Really, Sejun? You're happy? Why? You have no right to be happy!" Josh exclaimed. Josh stood up. He was fuming mad.

My brows knitted. "Is there a problem?"

"There is no problem! At least not on your point of view!"

"Josh!" I stood up from the couch. "What is your problem?"

Josh faced me and looked at me straight in the eye.

"Do you really feel happy? After what you did? After what you and Gab did? Did you think that was honorable?"

I was at a loss for words.

"Gab is married. You know that. Gab has a family. You know that! Gab has a daughter!"

Every word that came out of Josh's mouth felt like a stabbing wound on my chest.

Josh was right. It was not honorable.