COMA; Karl Jacobs

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I got home later that day and immediately tried to get some sleep. I had gotten no sleep for over 24 hours and yet I wasn't close to being tired. I felt groggy, sure. But I couldn't bring myself to actually sleeping.

I laid in my bed for what felt like hours on end just staring at the ceiling. I heard a million voices and a million different thoughts at once, wondering what will happen with Karl. I do want him, but I can't control what he does and I would never try to. He has to want me too.

Everything felt weird. I kept telling myself that he's not dating her either, but the posts of them together are etched in my brain. So many people think they're dating.

The thought lingered in my mind of how to waste time since I wouldn't be getting any sleep. I could watch the office, but I felt like I needed to get up and move.

I went into the bathroom and re applied my concealer to feel better about myself. I looked into the mirror trying to admire all of the little features about myself. My brown eyes, my long curly lashes, my button nose, my clear skin. It was almost as if I was the perfect shape and appearance, yet I still looked at myself in a disgust.

I thought about just giving myself some curtain bangs for a small change in style. I'd always had long hair, ever since I was 4 or 5, and had never had it down to my shoulder before. It looked slightly odd to me.

I thought about if I would even look good with layers and bangs, but I just did it. I mean what's the harm? I have an uneven cut? I have a hair stylist thatd fix it no problem. I grabbed my scissors and started with layers, and then curtain bangs

I felt better about my short hair now that it had layers. I still remember being so sad when I woke up to mid length hair.

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Kyliebear_: I cut my hair 🧍🏼‍♀️ not sure if I look good or not but hey, it is what it is.

emmyjemmy: oh please girl you look absolutely stunning.
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Kyliebear_: thank you hottie ;)
MrBeast: short hair suits you!!
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I had noticed Karl had stopped liking my posts. He stopped liking my tweets, my Instagram posts, he even stopped viewing my private story on Snapchat. I searched through my Instagram followers and searched his username only to notice he had unfollowed me. I looked at my private story viewers and saw he left my private story.

My heart sank. I knew about corinna and all but I really didn't think it would stop him from being my friend, especially after our convo.

I quickly looked through some of my requested dms and responded to fans messages to pass some time when I noticed a dm from corinna from about 2 hours ago.

I was afraid to open it, seeing as it could be her yelling at me about Karl, but I had no other choice to read it since I'd accidentally pressed on it instead of another fan dm.