I just want to thank all those readers who reached in this point of the story. This is the last installment of my first ever series. I congratulate all of us, especially myself for finishing this journey! I appreciate the time you guys spent to read my story as an amateur author and I hope, you guys could support my other stories too.
The journey of Kiya is a huge part of me. As you can notice, there are things I let unsettled like the death of Kiya's father, Scott's parents, anger of Dimitri, etc. Why? It's because this story is based on my own mind where I let go some things to remained unsettled.
This story is like a roller coaster ride where things turned here and there, and that's exactly how my mind works. The whole concept of this story is Kiya, tying herself down emotionally while living in chaotic world. I was once tied myself from everything because I misunderstood things, like what Kiya did.
People tend to misinterpret things out of their own feelings. Sinigawan ka lang, pakiramdam mo hindi ka na importante. Sinabihan ka lang, pakiramdam mo minamaliit ka na at nawawalan ka na ng kumpyansa sa sarili. Iyon ba talaga ang totoo, o nadadala ka lang ng emosyon mo?
Human are emotional being and we tend to get swayed because of our emotion. We get angry, sad, happy, or mad, but most of the time these emotions are present, we don't mean things we're saying. Hindi totoo ang mga sinasabi ng mga taong nakakaramdam ng sobrang kasiyahan, at ganon din kapag galit ang isang tao. We tend to say things without thinking whenever emotions are taking over our system, and it affects our mind. That's what Kiya's case, and mine as well. I'm sure, most of you too, but you are not aware of it.
If ever you feel suffocated, then breath, my dear. Breath and let go the heaviness in your heart. Let say you did but it never relieve you, then why don't you just let go of that thing that suffocates you?
It's not bad to remove the toxic in your life, and that applies to anything, including your feeling.
Kiya was suffocated with the idea of her mother, controlling her. I was suffocated with what's happening in my life in general. Kiya later understood her situation and let go the idea of her mother, controlling her. That it was all a misunderstanding. While me, I let go of my suffocation in my life.
What do I mean by this? What I mean is, let go the emotional burden you plotted on your mind. Pakiramdam mo hindi ka enough dahil iyon ang pinaparamdam ng pamilya mo? Why don't you look at the mirror and praise yourself for staying strong even if you have toxic family?
Pakiramdam mo bobo ka? Just think about how brave you are for accepting that you're lacking, and start filling those lacks with love, because loving yourself is the smartest thing to do. You'll be the smartest person in the world if you start loving yourself, my dear.
Nasasakal ka sa responsibilidad? Just think about the life you'll have after all of the hardship. Remember that every hardship is rewarded. Also, be positive! In that way, the responsibility in your shoulder will weigh less.
You see, it's all about our way of thinking. If you thing negatively, then you will feel negative, and if you think positively, then you'll be surrounded by positivity.
This journey of Kiya is a bit messy because I made it to be like this so that every time I read this story, I'll be reminded of how strong I've become and how mess up I am before.
I hope you learn something from this story. This will be the last installment of naked series and now, I'm finally closing this series today, May 20, 2021.
It's official! Unleash my soul is now finished. Keisha Ysabella and Dimitri Alaric are now signing off! See you on my next story!
Naked series are now closed. Thank you for taking this journey with me, my dearest nyx!
Your lovely Author,
LUNA
XOXO
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