shut up tomathy - tommyinnit x y/n

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(ok so i got bored so im gonna do a time skip for a few weeks forward, so now its feb 2)

(context, tommy and y/n were at y/n's house, she said she was gonna go take a shower and he could do whatever he wanted, to make himself at home. he ended up looking though her stuff and found a dairy, it read

                                 1/03/2020

dear diary, i met a boy  
he made my dull heart,
light up with joy.

do you think he likes me?
im guessing not

he flipped to the next page

                               1/07/2020

dear diary, its that boy again                          
he asked me out on a date??
i think he likes me??
god what if im not good enough for him?
i hope he actually likes me

he flipped the page again

                                 1/08/2020

dear diary, the date went great
i think this is a start to a new relationship?
he is very pretty, his family looks like they're nice
i do think i have a chance with him
i might

he flipped the one last time, he could tell some pages have been ripped out

                                   1/02/2021

dear diary, we fell apart
he didnt actually like me
im so dumb for believing it
why would i ever think that
he would like me??
or anyone else would like me
god im so dumb

he looked at the dates, this was all recent. he heard y/n walking around so he scrambled to put the small book away, he didnt want her knowing that he looked though her stuff

more context.

y/n was now working a full-time job at the starbucks that was down the road, she didnt like it that much. she had her workmate oliver there but he was no help. oliver and y/n were like good friends, they always hung out if it wasnt at school, it would be at work. y/n usally has no time to do anything when she comes home. she goes to school from 7am-12pm, then to work from 1pm- 12am. on the weekends, the days she doesnt have school, she goes into work 7am-10pm

she doesnt have time to go on the smp that often anymore, she had some lore that was on saturday, the 6th of feburary.

her and tommy dont talk too much anymore, her brother, jason, has been in a relationship for a while now.

she would always think about tommy, about that kiss a month ago, about abby, about what her and tommy were.

y/n misses him

end of context)

feburary 2nd
y/n's pov

getting up at 6:30, like i did everyday. i got in the shower and got ready for school, i did my makeup and got changed, by 6:45 i was out the door.

i got to school on time and oliver was waiting there for me, he said "hey y/n!" i smiled and said "hello oliver" we had the first 3 classes together so we always walked together.

as i closed my locker i turned around and tommy was walking around with his friends. his friends were starring as he covered his face, hoping i wouldnt see him. oliver practically dragged me into our first class, sitting next to me. we didnt have assigned seating in this class so we always chose to sit next to each other.