shut up tomathy - tommyinnit x y/n

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y/n's pov

after "ending" my stream i laid back, taking a deep breath in. i was on the verge of tears, and i wanted to throw my phone at the wall. i got up with my phone in hand and i got another text from that group chat

it pissed me off so i threw my phone at the wall, i put my hands on my face and leaned on the door. right when i did that tears started to go down my face.

i opened the door and went out to the kitchen, throwing my water bottle into the sink. "im so fucking stupid, why would he like me? it was clearly a joke" i mumbled to myself. i sat on the couch, in a ball, crying.

my phone kept ringing and at this point i wanted to smash it, i went into my room and picked it up, looking at my notifications

15 messages

5 missed calls

i did my face id to see who called me 5 times

wilbur?

i called him back and put my phone up to my ear, i took a deep breath, not wanting it to sound like i was crying.

"y/n!" wilbur yelled

god when he yells its so loud, but i said "yes?" he didnt say anything for a few seconds, but he finally said "ur stream is still on-" i quickly ended the call, and walked up to my monitor, if it was true they would've seen everything. and that wouldn't be good.

oh fuck

he was right

i sat in my chair and said "holy shit chat so sorry i thought i ended stream-" i clicked end stream before i could finish what i was saying.

i banged my hand on my desk a few times, but the last time i accidentally hit the window pane, it all fell onto my desk and on the floor.

"oh my fucking god, could this day get any worse?"

now i had to worry about apologizing to my chat, see wtf is up with that group, AND fix this window?

my hand was bleeding everywhere, a few shards of glass were in my hand.

i called wilbur to see what i should do, its like 4 am, no one else is awake that i could talk to.

"y/n wtf happened?"

"wilbur-"

"how do you forget to end stream?"

"will-"

"what the actual fuck were you-"

"wilbur! i broke my fucking window!! can you at least help?"

"y/n you could've told me th-"

"shut up! just shut up! what do i do?"

"do you have an extra blanket or something?"

"yeah?"

"go get that and put and tape it onto the window so you dont get cold"

"uh okay, and what about my hand?"

"oh yeah- uhm is the glass deep into ur hand? if so you might need to go to the er"

"i dont think i need to go to the er"

"thats good"

"yeah thanks for ur help will, talk to you soon"

i ended the call before he could say anything, my room was still cold, and i had to get the glass out of my hand. i went into the bathroom and carefully getting the glass out of my hand, once i got all of it out i wrapped my hand in a bandage. i grabbed a vacuum and a trash bag for the glass thats on the floor, after i cleaned that all up i put it into the trash bag, then into the trash can. i grabbed a pillow, and a blanket and slept on the couch for the night since it was too cold in my room.

before going to bed i tweeted out about today's stream

y/nluv
hello!! i just wanted to come out and say please dont clip any part of todays stream, everything that happened wasnt supposed to and i apologize, ive been going though something and its been really hard to cope, thank you all for ur concerns but im completely fine!! i might've broke my window but thats no biggie!! love u all and be prepared for the stream on saturday<3

i tweeted it out and went to bed.

(wellll oops anyways uh yeah yup make sure u have food, water, and rest!! love uu<33)