shut up tomathy - tommyinnit x y/n

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*tw, family death, suicide, dead body*

please be careful when reading!! if you cant handle it, its completely okay!! you can skip this part, please stay safe, love u all <3

y/n's pov

(time skip, im kinda getting sick of this book so it'll be ending soon. its the day after y/n got back from the trip)

i was woken up from my phone blasting in my ears, my step mom is calling?

"uh hello?"

"hey y/n! i was wondering if you could babysit your brother for a week? we wanted to go on a vacation."

"you guys cant take him with you?"

"we asked him but he doesnt want to come along, we'll only be gone for a week"

"i mean i can watch him its fine, when are you guys leaving?"

"tonight"

"oh, ill be there"

yeah that was like 8 hours ago, im now at their house, me and jason sitting around.

(im doing another time skip im sorry, its the last day, they should be back tomorrow)

it was around 8pm and i was asking jason what he wanted to eat, he said he wanted mcdonalds so i went out to get.

i got into my car and drove to mcdonalds, i sat in the drive thru which took like 7 hours. i finally got our food and drove back home.

"jason im back!! come eat!"

no response

"jason?"

still no response

i went upstairs checking adams room, my parents, and jasons room.

i noticed the bathroom light was on so i knocked on the door, i thought that he was just using the bathroom.

thats where i was wrong.

i slightly opened the door

he was on the floor

my brain couldnt process this

what?

i just starred at my brothers lifeless body on the ground, i didnt know if i was crying? i didnt know how to feel.

i tried to feel for my phone, i had to call the cops or something, right?

i pulled out my phone and called 999

cops and 2 ambulances came

by the time they got there i was shaking, crying in the corner of the bathroom, just watching my brother.

i dont even know how they got into the house, but they did??

next thing i know, i was sitting in an ambulance, blanket wrapped around me, not knowing what the fuck is going on.

the paramedic kept trying to ask me simple questions but i couldnt respond?

i knew he was dead, and its all i could think about.

the paramedic sat next to me, trying to comfort me as best as she could.

once i calmed down a bit she asked a few questions.

"whats your name honey?"

"uh its uhm y/n"

she wrote something down, then said 

"okay y/n, how old are you?"

"im 16- no i meant im 17"

she wrote something down again then said "where are your parents? when me and my team walked in we didnt see them?"

"my uh dad and stepmom are on vacation, with my step brother"

she nodded her head and said "okay y/n theres only a few more questions, first off, whats your brothers name?"

"j-jason"

i could felt myself shaking, i wish this never happened.

"okay, how old is he?"

"hes 14"

i bursted out in tears, sobbing into the woman next to me, she hugged me, rubbing her hands along my back.

we finally got to the hospital, i was in a room, jason wasnt there though.

a nurse came up to me, she was super sweet while talking to me.

"hey hun do you have a parents phone number that we could contact?"

i gave them my dads number and she walked out of the room

she came back, holding a phone in her hands, "here he wants to talk to you"

my hands were shaking as i took the phone from her, putting the phone up to my ear.

"hello?"

"y/n this is a joke right? jason isnt actually dead? you guys are joking with me, correct?"

i tired to say something but i started to cry, i heard my dad start to sob from the other side of the phone and he said 

"we'll be there in 30"

he ended the call and i covered my face and cried into my hands, this cant be happening, this feels like a fever dream?

-

my dad walked in, with my stepmom and stepbrother behind him.

my dad tried to talk to any nurse or doctor he could, he wanted answers. my stepmom was right behind him, trying to calm him down.

adam came up to me and hugged me, he said "im so sorry y/n, i can tell how much you loved him"

i cried into his arms, this really did feel like a fever dream.

- the car ride back was silent, if you dropped a pin everyone would hear it. we got to the house and i didnt even go inside, i got in my car and closed the door.

adam knocked onto the window and i rolled it down, he said "are u sure ur good to drive?"

"im fine"

"okay, just text me when you get home"

he walked inside the house, i looked to the right and tommy's parents were looking at me

thats embarrasing

i drove home and went to sleep right away, i didnt want to talk to anyone.

not after today.

(helloo!! im thinking about starting a wilbur x y/n book?? or should i do someone else?? anyways make sure you take care of yourself! make sure u have food, water, and rest!! love u <33)