shut up tomathy - tommyinnit x y/n

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y/n's pov

i woke up to the sound of someone knocking on my door, loudly.

i redid my hair, walking up to the door with bitchhaver123 in hand, i opened it to see schlatt standing there, he looked sad.

he walked in and hugged me, he said

"im sorry y/n, i know how it feels."

"its fine, i guess. you can come in, make yourself at home"

he thanked me and walked in, putting his luggage and backpack down.

"uh so, what do you do all day around here? y'know in england?"

"idk, sleep all day and stream"

"can i see your setup?"

"sure, follow me"

i walked into my room, which had my pc and whatever.

he walked over to my desk, examining my pc.

"this is all really cool"

"thanks"

we were both quiet for a second, i looked at my phone, i forgot i had put it on dnd but i had a shit ton of messages to look through.

niki
y/n im so sorry
wilbur told me what happened
stay strong for me, okay love?

y/n
<3

wilbur
y/n
oh my
im so sorry
if you ever need anyone ill be there okay?
call or text whenever, it doesn't matter to me

y/n
<3

tommy
y/n is this some sick joke??
no way
no fucking way hes gone??
im sorry

y/n
<3

justin
i hope you know its your fault
god fucking damn it
my best friend is gone because of you
how do you feel about that??
i hope the guilt stays on you until your dead
fuck you

i didn't feel like responding, it would end up causing problems so i just let him be

dream
hey y/n! im sorry about what happened, if you ever need anyone to talk to ill always be here for you, no matter how much we talk or how little we talk, dont ever be afraid to talk to me about anything. love u stay safe<3

y/n
<3

quackity
y/n im sorry for your loss, if you ever need me to fly out and just be there for you lmk okay?

y/n
<3

sapnap
hi y/n, i know we dont talk often but im sorry for your loss, i couldnt even imagine loosing someone that close to me, stay safe though, lmk if you need anything.

y/n
<3

i replied to everyone with a simple heart, something to let them know i read their message and that im okay.

ive reread what justin said so many times

was it my fault?

no right?

maybe it was

no no it cant be
he loved me

or at least i think he did

all the sudden i had the urge to throw up. i sat on my bed, taking a deep breath.

a couple minutes later i was still sitting on my bed, scrolling thru social media.

i heard my door open, looking over to see schlatt standing there

"hey want do you want to eat?"

he paused for a second, then kept talking

"and dont say, im not hungry, or i dont care bullshit, just give me a place"

i said "it really doesnt matter, my stomach hurts anyways"

"thats because you have nothing in your system!! you gotta eat something, ill go order us food"

"what are you a doctor now?"

"no its common sense dumbass"

he chuckled as he closed my door and went back to the living room, he was watching tv since i could hear it, shit was loud.

i ended up putting my head down on my pillow and falling asleep.

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i was woken up by schlatt shaking me, i opened my eyes to see him standing there, and he had food in his hands.

i took it from him, putting it onto my nightstand.

"thanks"

"of course, and you better eat some of it or ill beat the shit out of you"

he left my room so he could go eat his own food.

i took a few bites before i had the feeling to throw up again, so i just went back to sleep

(hello!!! ive been tired so this has been lacking on updates, anyways make sure ur eating, drinking water, and getting rest!! love u<33)