Partners forever and ever (SunghoonXreader)

Part 18 || competition day

<time skip competition>

Y/N's POV

Breathe in and breathe out. Don't cry during your competition *inhales* *exhales* you got this. Don't think about what happened last night. My heart was pounding, I was so nervous.

Host: "next up is Park Y/N and Park Sunghoon or known as the Ice Prince and Ice Princess!" We heard applause all over the place and I looked up at where my family and friends are and I could see Jay mouthing me a you-got-this I also saw Jake giving me a good luck nod. I wasn't mad at him, I felt bad for both of us. We couldn't be with the ones we love. Which reminds me, I looked up at Sunghoon and he held my hand squeezing it telling me everything will be fine

Sunghoon: "let's do this my ice princess" I smiled when he said 'my' he stepped inside the rink pulling me with him

Y/N: "let's do this my Ice Prince" We both smiled and did our starting poses (your performance is the video just play it but the ending pose will be different)

The song started and I looked at Sunghoon and he looked at me. He mouthed me an I-love-you I teared up and mouthed him back I-love-you-too-so-much we both smiled sadly and started our performance. As we were gliding around the ice, I didn't even care about the people watching. Right now it felt like it was just me and Sunghoon on the ice. It was just the 2 of us in this whole entire world.

You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide
I know you want me
So don't keep sayin' our hands are tied

We glided apart feeling the cold breeze and met again with him carrying me. We spun around together and did our own thing

But you're here in my heart
So who can stop me if I decide
That you're my destiny?

I slowly teared up with the lyrics, you're my destiny Sunghoon. This song describes my situation perfectly. Sunghoon and I cant be together and maybe just maybe we can rewrite the stars.

No one can say what we get to be
So why don't we rewrite the stars?
Maybe the world could be ours
Tonight

It was hard doing this performance without crying. If only we got to be who we wanted to be... As we were skating I looked at Sunghoon's face to see he was worried and sad at the same time. A tear fell from my face but I did a turn so I was able to secretly wipe it before others saw. What's it gonna be like when Jake and I are together? I don't wanna leave Sunghoon and I don't want him to leave me. I love him so godamn much I'd go to great lengths for him. I would die for Sunghoon, he's the one that's been by my side ever since the start he's the one who made me happy and comforted me when I was sad.
I love you my Ice Prince

Sunghoon's POV

I saw y/n wipe her tear and it made me want to cry too. I inhaled and exhaled and continued with our performance

I know you're wondering why because we're able to be just you and me within these walls
But when we go outside
You're gonna wake up and see that
It was hopeless after all

Hopeless? Maybe it was, we can be with whoever we want on the inside without anyone interfering with us but the outside world really does crush you. I had to look up a bit so my tear won't fall down my face. We did our spin and and continued skating complementing each other. When the parts where we'd look at each other I'd mouth to her I-love-you again and again. It's repetitive but no matter how many times I say it I can never express the feeling of how much I really do love her