The World Of Cravity ➤ CRVT (COMPLETED)

[3] JUNGMO - SECOND CHOICE

GENRE: ANGST (AGAIN✨)
TRIGGER WARNING⚠️: CHEATING

"Jungmo, let's break up."

Y/N said, sitting at the white hotel bed like she usually does every friday night. But this time, she wasn't wearing her usual fitted red outfits or her red lipstick or even just her coloured hair extensions.

She just sat there, wearing black clothes and her eyes obviously swollen from crying for weeks now. That's why she came to this decision, to finally let go. "What? Why?" Jungmo asked in a confused manner, once was leaning down the wall now is walking towards Y/N. "Is there a problem between us? Tell me honey."

"The problem is us Jungmo! You know that very well. This is wrong!" Y/N exclaimed, her tears that she tried to hold back now flowed out as she grabbed her hair in guilt. "You're getting married next week already. Let's just stop, this is very very wrong." She continued.

Jungmo needed context, he went to sit beside the sobbing girl. He placed his arm around the girl's shoulder to comfort her, "Why all of a sudden Y/N? Don't you love me anymore?" He asked. Y/N began crying harder upon hearing the question. "Goddamit Jungmo! Let's just break up please no more questions."

"Well Im not gonna allow that. We're not breaking up without you telling me the reason." Jungmo insisted, standing up and placing his veiny hands onto his hips. "You know very well that I love you so much. W-Why are you doing this? Is there any problem?" He asked.

Y/N sobbed even harder, choking on her own tears. "Im so tired. Im so tired of being your other woman. Im so tired of being the girl that you only meet during weekends, or bring to other countries just to be alone." Y/N complained. "Im so tired of being your second choice".

Jungmo looked at the girl, she seemed serious with what she'd saying. Y/N brought her head down, she can't face the man she loves while she says goodbye to him. She sighed deeply, "I thought I can handle. You're the heir of a corporation, I knew from the start I won't be able to marry you. So I decided to be your mistress, even if you're engaged to someone else-"

"But I don't love her! It's an arranged marriage don't you remember?" Jungmo exclaimed, grabbing Y/N soft hands tightly scared to lose her. "Stop calling yourself a mistress cause you're not. You're the only girl I love. Don't you believe me?" He asked further.

Y/N closed her eyes, "I believe you, trust me. But it's just that, it's wrong. In the future, you'll be forced to have kids with her. And if we keep on seeing each other, it's gonna be disaster." She narrated, while Jungmo listened carefully. "I don't wanna be a homewrecker."

Jungmo couldn't hold himself anymore, he then grabbed Y/N's jaw and kissed her. Just like the usual, it was rough. But this time, you felt that he accually loved you than the erotic intentions he had before. "Jungmo, just let me go." The girl pleaded. "I love you yes. But it doesn't make me happy."

"Loving you doesn't make me happy."

Jungmo was speechless, not knowing what to say. The relationship they had only went for 5 months, a week after he got engaged or rather forced to marry. Jungmo sighed, hiding the tears that threatened to flow out that moment. "A-Are you sure about this? Letting me go?"

Y/N, despite having thoughts nodded in agreement. "It's for the better of the both of us. If I stay with you, I wouldn't get anywhere." Jungmo closed his eyes, the tears are now filling up his eyes. "Why do I even have to be born to this rich family. I wanna be with you, Im willing to give up everything. I love you so much."

"I guess love isn't enough to make the both of us happy."

Y/N said in agony. "If this is the last time we'd see each other, then promise me something Y/N." Jungmo asked, holding the younger's face for one last time. "That you'd be happy. That you'll never live in vain anymore, that you'd find a man that will treat you better than I did." He asked, sobbing and choking in his own tears.

Jungmo rubbed Y/N's cheeks, wiping the trail of tears off. "Stop crying. I'll stop crying too." He said, before kissing her for the final time. Jungmo and Y/N both wanted the moment to stop time and make the moment live forever. But time passes, and after a few minutes they both broke the kiss.

Jungmo sighed, before grabbing the his jacket that layed on the bed. "I love you Y/N. This is goodbye." He said, before finally turning the doorknob and leaving the room. Y/N sat at the bed, crying. For sure she'd miss everything about her first love. His scent, smile, laugh, expensive gifts, basically everything about him.

Jungmo on the other hand, is walking out the hotel hallways and walked towards the elevator.

With a heavy and broken heart, he pulled something out of his pocket. It was a box, that contained a necklace that was meant for the only girl he loved his entire life. In the box, was also a photo of them in their date at Paris. Written in the back of the picture was "Will You Marry Me?"

They we're never meant to be together. Maybe in another life, in another universe, in another day they'd meet each other again and fall in love all over again.

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