(Stuck in) The Middle

I Think Of You

Song to listen to while reading - Swept Away - The xx

Alex

It's been 2 months since Cheyenne has been kidnapped and I've reached out to my brothers, Cameron and Rhett for advice.

Supposedly, they reached out to Dad, who has been suspiciously quiet about this whole situation.

"We know Dad's in on it. We just need to find out how." Cameron said.

"Yeah, then we can persuade him to tell us where he has her hiding and why." I said.

"Aw, get your head out of your ass, Alex. This is more than just about her, this is about you too. I'm thinking that he kidnapped her to get back at you. I'm thinking he wants your money." Rhett stated.

"And why would you think this? Mom and Dad have enough money!" I yelled in frustration.

"They just filed for bankruptcy, Alex and Mom filed for divorce. Everything is pretty much in the crapper for him." Cameron said, matter-of-factly.

"Hmm.." I pondered.

After they left, I tried going to bed, but as always, it failed. Instead, I've picked up my new habit of masturbating.
At first, I did it only when I couldn't sleep, now I do it at least 10 times a day.
It all starts with the same sexual fantasy.

Fantasy
Im in my bedroom and I hear someone turn on the shower. I go in the bathroom and see Cheyenne taking a shower (without her shower cap) whilst staring at me. I walk up to her, while undressing and joining her to grip her waist.
"I missed you," I whisper.
She doesn't say anything she just smiles and gets on her knees to perform her signature act. I let out a moan as I feel as the sucking sensation.
End of Fantasy

God how I miss that. Not just that alone, but I miss her voice, her laugh, the way that she smiles. I don't know what I'm going to do, I can't just sit here and jerk off all day.
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Cheyenne

I think about Alex everyday and I hope that one day I will be able to marry him. I don't know exactly how long it's been but I know it's been longer than a month.
I stopped counting after the first month because I found no use in it. This place is literally my own personal hell. The room has white walls and no windows with a dirty linoleum floor and a creaky ass twin bed.

All I do is answer weird questions and daydream all day. The only good news is that I've managed to get a fairly large hole in the wall next to my bed. I used that silver spoon they give me everyday to eat with.

Hopefully, one day I'll get out of this hell hole.