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CHAPTER-8

Hae-won's POV

Even though I have locked up the door of my bathroom. But my heart is beating very fast. He kissed me....hoseok kissed me!!!!!!I didn't knew if I should be happy or sad. What the hell..what do I need from him. Why I act as if I hate him and end up falling for him. I feel a sort of attraction whenever I see him...I feel butterflies in my stomach when he touches me. The moment he kissed me..I wanted him to do many more crazy things to me but then whatever happened in the afternoon reminded me of how he really treats me. Why will he romance with a maid of his house? I don't know anything, this man is making my life pathetic. While I was busy thinking how to react or do anything or how to face him after I go out he started to bang the door...and started knocking it hard.

"Open the damn door...you girl!!!!! Open the door," Hoseok was screaming at top of his lungs.

I hurriedly opened the door and suddenly seeing him made me blush hard. He pulled me towards him and then took me to the bed.

We were sitting close to eachother without any distance between us. The closeness was making heat rise in my body. But I still didn't had the courage to look in his eyes.

"Hey ...why are you running off...I know and very well know that you feel attracted to me. You have something for me then why are you hiding it or stopping me. I know the way you feel with me..you have never felt it with anyone then there is no need to hide away from me..atleast from me. And I am sorry for what I said to you or what all I did to you in past. It's just that my life is fucked up. There is nothing like I intentionally try to hurt you or something. I don't want to...it's just that I am frustrated. My parents want me to get married but right now I don't want to marry someone but if they'll say I have to. Today I have not even drunk alcohol. Its just that I use it to relieve my office tensions or what mom and dad say. I don't have a problem with marriage but they are forcing that I should do it as they want to see me settle like other parents do. Hae-won but I am not bad..I didn't try to harm you intentionally," he said and kissed my forehead.

"But ...ohk I understand your reasons your tensions. But you always played around with me. And you even scold me." I made a face at him.

"Haewon first of all I am a very busy person. I am busy at my office and today you saw me just kissing a girl..and you made a big issue out of it. I don't fuck girls...I just kissed that employee. Infact she is my PA. You went too far.....and like this if I ask..about your skin tone?"He fired back a question on me.

"Yeah..now as you have seen it. This is my real skin tone. My mom says that I am very beautiful and bad people can eye on me. So I should use a mud paste to cover my skin and protect myself" I looked at him..expecting he would be serious but he started laughing.

"You are here in a city..in a house which has security. Noone is eying on you or touching you...so there is no need to hide this from anyone. Noone will harm you...and atleast not until..I am there...because YOU ARE MINE" He said it in a flow and patting my head left my room.

After he left I closed the door behind him. I am HIS...what does that mean? He said something which I wanted to hear from him long time back but then because of his behavior towards me I couldn't even think about it. I don't know how but I think he feels something for me like I feel from the first time we met. I know it's a little complicated but still he came here just to apologize to me. If I was nothing to him or he is stone or cold why would he prefer to say sorry to a servant in his house. On top of that he always tries to kiss me..touch me..and finally did it today. I think we have some sort of undeniable attraction between eachother. And now he knows how I actually look like..so there is no point to hide my skin tone. Infact he is right Seoul is not Daegu.