DEVOTED | JHS

CHAPTER-18

The specific chapter will be a little dramatic..Because I love dialogues!!

The song in the media suits their situation!

Hae-won's POV

The dinner went well, but throughout the dinner I could feel Hoseok's eyes upon me.
Even if I was trying to avoid eye contact with him still he was so irresistible to ignore. While Mr Min Yoongi was busy laughing and sometimes he was making his wife eat small bites of food...they really looked adorable together. They looked like a loving couple and the love between them could be seen through their smile and their sparkling eyes.

But they had to leave earlier than us...because Rachel's mom got ill and there was noone to take care of her. After they left only Hoseok and I were left. For a moment I was a bit confused , being alone with Hoseok in this crowded place was quite different. He was noticing me up and down and I was feeling awkward.

Later the waiter came in for payment..Hoseok did that. He informed that a room was booked for us, at which I was a little shocked but Hoseok informed that Yoongi had booked it for us.

Author's POV

Later Hoseok and Haewon had to stay in the room booked by Yoongi for them. Hoseok had many things in his mind..he was in a need to confess everything but he was unable to. He knew that he had done so many things to that girl who was so innocent and pure for someone like him. He had fought with her...hurt her...made her cry many times and what not. But still she decided to stay with a monster like him.

There Haewon loved Hoseok so much..but they never had a proper confession made her only doubt that was it one sided? Every now and then whenever anyone confessed anything it was just Haewon. Hoseok never tried to confess anything on his own. He never tried only...to understand the things.

Things were different between them. But words were absent to convey to eachother what they both really felt about eachother. Both were suffering and both were in pain but neither of the two tried to speak it out and solve. Things get worse if not solved and this time things need to be sorted out. Hoseok was determined that he will confess everything to Haewon. Because silence kills realtionships and this time Hoseok needs to take a stand.

Hoseok's POV

The girl sitting on the bed right infront of me is someone for whom my heart beats. That's a different case that I never tried to tell her that how much she means to me. But this is really selfish of me not to tell her what I really feel about her. Maybe somewhere she might be hurt. I have done a lot of mistakes in past, I have tortured her, hurt her, and still she decided to stay with someone like me. In the process I don't know how many times she had cried or might have broken down but still she didn't give upon me.

I always said that if I would have married Yeon Min, still she will be my friend. But have I ever thought her as a friend to me. She was never a friend to me and I was trying to friend zone her. I just lied I couldn't never give a name to our relationship. As a normal human and any normal person she always wanted our relationship to be named. Every realtionship needs a name...but I just used her in the starting...and then she got married to me mistakingly and even after being married I couldn't give a name to our relationship.

I had feelings for her from the start but I don't know why I was trying to hide them. Her presence matters to me but when she ever tried to seek answers I used to ignore her. I needed her ....I was habitual of her but I couldn't ever tell her this.

Hae-won's POV

I don't know why Mr Min Yoongi booked a room for us. But it's not his fault too how will he know that how's my relationship with Hoseok...it's just normal flirt and a fake marriage. There was nothing serious between us from the start. He knew I am there and all the expectations were from me. And if I ever tried to expect things from him I was ignored.