DEVOTED | JHS

CHAPTER-7

Hae-won's POV

"What the hell did you just said...and I think you should leave my office. You are just a servant in my house and please you don't preach me about character, marriage..my behaviour nature. Because when you don't know the whole story then you should shut the fuck up. What I say to mom or what I do in office it's all according to me. You are noone here to give your preachings and teach me the path of peace and wisdom. Secondly I am not at all interested in you...that I will intentionally or unintentionally try to come in your contact and touch you or harass you. Instead I find you always following me and spying upon me. I hope you don't want to know any other thing about what I think of a maid like you. So please Miss Dusty leave from here. I am hardly interested in this stupid and shitty drama of yours." He barked at me and turned his face away in another direction. Not interested in any of my words or talks.

I felt like too hurt and useless standing infront of a ruthless stone hearted man. Who treats women as objects and instead of agreeing to all the misdeeds he did to me he is lecturing me and proving me a lier and even looking down upon me just because I am a maid in his house. These rich and classy people just own big bungalow..lots of cars.. costly jewelleries and luxuries but they lack a kind and generous heart. Which can sympathize with people and their pains. Apart from aunt he is too opposite and very negative person. Who is good at lying, fucking and drinking.

"Will you move out or should I call the securities to kick you out dammit," he screamed at the top of his lungs this time. Making me cry more and his voice makes me so scared. Finally I held courage...stood up and with trembling feets left his cabin. While coming out of his cabin I tried to hurry up and even to erase the tears which were continuously flowing out of my eyes. I just wanted to run to hide..so that people around me can't guess that why am I running or crying. All the thoughts...his words...all were effecting me so badly. It was all roaming around my head...at one moment I felt like I will faint. But no...why should I let that man's words effect me.

Finally after I came out of the building I ran towards the random garden near the company. Finding a suitable place to sit I went near the bench and started crying. Tears were flowing from eyes continuously and the reason for these tears were unknown. It's been a few days since I have come to live with this family. And without even any accurate reason I feel pathetic and bad and cry often. What it is with you Hae-won ? why you cry at all small things? You just work as a maid in their house. And as a servant you really don't have a say in their household. So from the next time you should not try to get indulge with him or his family. That man...he is just like your boss..you uneccesserily had a soft corner for an evil man in your heart. That man do not deserve it. And what wrong did he say..he hardly had anything to do with me. All what he did with you in past at nights was something he did because he was drunk. And nothing was intentional. It was just that he was not in senses and the other day there was nothing for him to remember. And even if he tried to remember he couldn't. In some total you are to be blamed for all what Happened to you. There is noone else here to be blamed..it's you who always get lured by him. So from next time don't you dare ever try to face that man. After deciding initially that now I will not interfere in the Jung Family I stood up...wiped off my tears and moved out of the garden to head back towards the house.

After I reached the house , I got to know that aunt has gone somewhere in party with Hoseok's dad. I felt like so relaxed now I can just eat something ...will take a shower as I am drained out and will sleep. It's already 8:00..I think I should eat something. Hoseok might come late as often before that I will sleep and who cares at what time he comes or whatever he eats. I took some sandwiches, boiled a glass of milk and after eating and cleaning the dishes headed towards my room. I need a proper shower and a sound sleep after such a pathetic day. I hurried towards my cupboard took out my dress and went inside my bathroom.