DEVOTED | JHS

CHAPTER-14

Hae-won's POV

The sunrays were hitting me..and as I tried to open my eyes and adjust myself on bed a wave of pain hit me. My whole body was paining after whatever happened between Hoseok and me the last night. My hairs were all in a mess..and I could still feel the strong presence of Hoseok's grip on my wrists and arms. I was hurt not only mentally but physically and the reason was my so called husband. I had never been in such pain before. Nothing was good between us since the beginning but it was not that bad like it is today.

He surely didn't love me back then and used me but he never ever hated me like the way he hates me now. I was so dumb to come in Yeon Min's words..instead of saving me and speaking the truth she blamed me and successfully made everyone in the family believe that I am a gold digger. Hoseok never had ever tried to understand me...but she made me lose my only support, my aunt. Uncle Jung never had any conversation with me but still he never gave me death glares like he was giving yesterday evening after what happened at the marriage court.

How will I survive in this rich family?! They all are rich and strong people... Socially and financially strong and what am I compared to them, a maid, of their mansion who has just married their son forcefully. Even if I try to explain them, there is no guarantee that they will listen to me or my pleadings.

"Ahhhhh.........," I yelled as my head hurts right now. I decided to have bath maybe in this way I can release all my tension sitting under the cold shower. Thinking this I stepped out of the bed..but the pain in my twisted ankle was enough to make me fall and stumble. I was hurt in such a manner that now my body was not supporting me. Tears started to form in my eyes. What a condition I am in now?! And I have nowhere to go....trying to stand again I gripped the bedsheet and with all my strength stood up and went towards the cupboard..finally after a lot of stumbling I reached the cupboard.

I opened it to find Hoseok's clothes but there was a compartment in between which had all the new dresses brought for Yeon min as she was going to be the newly wed bride of the family. I didn't have any clothings in this room..and going down the stairs to my room will consume a lot of energy and my situation is worse..I am not even in a condition to face anyone. So I decided to take out the blue middy which hung there and decided to wear it. It's fabric appeared soft and I felt like it would be comfortable to wear and will also help me to cover the bruises. After closing the cupboard I finally reached towards the bathroom.

As I entered the bathroom I felt mesmerized by the it's looks. It was very different from mine, it had to be, afterall it was Hoseok's bathroom. It was all furnished with pink and light blue tiles. In middle was a very big bathtub.. there were side desks and cupboards with bathroom essentials( soap..shampooes... moisturizers..toothbrushes and various other tools and small equipments). It was all set neat and clean. And I was a lot astonished because you can't expect cleanliness from boys but Hoseok was different in this case. I had thought that the bathroom would be in a horrendous situation and then I will have to clean it as I'm his wife and we're gonna share the same restroom, but to my surprise it was clean just like newly constructed.

I removed my clothes and tried to take a look in the mirror. My hairs were all messy, eyes were puffy and swollen and a little bit red. My lips were all chappy and with my face anyone could guess that I have cried so much that all my tears have dried off. Moving to my arms and wrists they were all bruised and the marks on my hands and wrists had turned purple. My feets were all injured and swollen...due to the continuous strain that was caused due to the falling and slipping and the twisted ankle made the pain more worse. To be honest I looked much better when Hoseok fucked me....but today I looked like someone beaten up so hard and I felt dirty. I didn't feel dirty that day when I was used and played as a toy..but today I was just crying on my condition.