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CHAPTER-25

Five months later

Haewon's POV

Life is as dull as blue and grey. The past five months were very hectic and painful for me. The level of patience required to tolerate Yeon Min with Hoseok was too much. It was too hectic for me to see them together and close. Aunt never left a moment to insult me, she deliberately tried all means to make Hoseok and Yeon min come close to eachother.

Whole day Hoseok used to work in office and because of Yeon Min he tried to over work himself later when he came back in evening Yeon Min again used to hug him and roam around him, telling stories that today baby was happy...was sad.. and today baby annoyed her. Though baby was still inside her womb but as a mother whatever small movements she could feel she used to share with him and he used to nod and smile because it was his child afterall.

I and Hoseok still share the same room and same bed. Hoseok was still protective of me and never let me feel like I was someone so useless to him. Aunt and Yeon Min on other hand wanted that we should get divorced. Often there was fights between aunt and Hoseok.

They were planning such foul plans to make the divorce happen. Though neither I was ready for divorce nor Hoseok. Hoseok didn't want to let me go but he can't even leave his child. He was trying to sail in two boats and it was hurting him a lot somewhere.

Most of the times he was stressed and frustrated and in addition Yeon min's parents wanted that Hoseok should accept Yeon min, they were forcing him to marry her. They wanted that after the span of nine months Hoseok agrees to go to America with Yeon min.

I didn't want him to leave and Hoseok has still not decided anything about this matter. He always avoided these type of questions. He tried to act too different. We shared the same bed but due to the tensions and  stress it was all just a big wide gap between us.

We were in same room....we loved eachother but we were habitual of what was surrounding us. We were both trying to cope up with what all was happening. We decided that whatever happens we will not leave eachother.

But some where still I knew that we will have to change this decision of ours. We are thinking in this way while there is time. But what will happen after the baby will come in this world. Even if I stick to him, I was no more sure that he will stay!

......

In evening

"Yeon Min take these fruits and your juice it's time" I said to her while trying to give her the plate. Apart from Hoseok I, myself was trying to adjust with Yeon Min and help her in this situation.

"I don't need it....don't you piss me Haewon!!!" She yelled at me. This girl deserves no care and neither any affection. I am  making a fool always helping this greedy woman in every circumstance. She doesn't even deserve a bit of my pity.

"I don't care eat or not? It's upto you...I am leaving" I turned around but I had to face  another angry woman, none other than aunt. She might now start scolding me...that is what she is doing since past few months. And now I don't even care what she does...because the only business left for her is to scold me and pamper Yeon Min.

"How dare you speak like that to Yeon min...can't you be polite...don't you see she is pregnant?" She yelled at me.

"That is what I am doing aunt...from the past five months I am just avoiding, ignoring and helping this girl....infact I should have left her like this earlier itself. I tried to make Hoseok give her all the time and space she required. Noone on this planet will ever agree to share her husband with anyone. But I never ever stopped Hoseok from helping Yeon min...and I myself offered her help most if the times..
But you will never see all that. You just want to hurt me always. It's okay I believe that you don't like me...but don't you have a little bit kindness and generosity somewhere?" I said and started to cry.

"This is what you have been doing Haewon since the beginning. Even if we scold you a little you take out pool of tears...this is how you want to gain my son's attention and you know what Haewon...this is all cheap techniques...you are a grown-up girl but the way you behave is like a fifteen year old teenager. You are at that stage of life ....where you know what is right and what is wrong but nooo....you don't understand only..!!!" She yelled.

"You only want to make me understand that I am not fit for this family...I have never been since the starting...this is what you always try to explain to me. And now you have got a reason because you will get your heir" I screamed still crying.

"Dare you scream at me...Yeon min will get tensed....she is pregnant and these fights will effect the baby. And whatever the case be you have to leave....you can stay but the day Hoseok himself leaves you....what will you do then...he will never favour you over his child even if he wants too." She smirked at me.

I don't know what happened at that moment that I ran back to my room and fell on the bed and started to cry.

"I need you Hoseok....I need you...!!!!"

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When I opened my eyes...I found that Hoseok was sitting beside my bedside a little serious.

"What happened....Hoseok...you came early today?" I questioned back adjusting myself.

"You were crying...and don't lie, the pillow covers are wet...mom screamed at you again?" He said.

The moment he said the lines....I started to cry again and without even thinking of anything he too hugged me.

"Haewon....calm down, I also don't know what is going to happen in future. I am myself scared of loosing you. Yeon Min's dad wants me to visit him. I don't know what is going to happen....but please you don't cry...I think the moments we have let's cherish them.....and don't your cry again." He was speaking.

"Will you leave me?" I questioned back at him, staring deep into his eyes.

"I don't know..." He replied.

"It's okay....I need you tonight....I need you...can we just be close tonight...it's been time since we got intimate...and this tension and stress is just giving me more pains...I just want to be in your warmth and forget all this shit for tonight..." I sobbed.

After this he started loosening his tie...he shifted on bed..and then he cupped my face and pressed our lips together.

The way he was moving his lips on mine was making my nerves tingle. His fingers slightly touched and caressed my skin and I had goosebumps where ever his fingers lingered.

He then left my lips and went towards my neck...but he was not biting me, he laid butterfly kisses which were soft enough to make me squirm.

He slipped his hands to my inner thighs...and started to play with my clit. I threw my head back in a moan. I didn't realize how much I was craving his touch.

"You are this wet...I have barely touched you Haewon" he smirked.

"I need you....." I smiled at him.

I pulled him by his tie and reconnected our lips. I wanted to show him that how desperate I was for him and the things he do to me. He pulled himself away...removed his shirt and ripped away his belt and smiled at me. His hands gripped my waist so tightly that they will probably be bruised the next morning.

He wasted no more time and started to thrust. His thrust were rough and fast. But the pleasure out weighed the pain, but the pain was still there. Hoseok's length was stretching my hole out so forcefully. But with every hit he pounded me with, I turned a moaning mess under him.

He lifted on leg up onto the bed and getting angle from where to hit my sweet spot. I arched my back...moaning loudly. I somewhere wished that Yeon min should hear all this. I grabbed the sheets with my whiny sounds spilling from my lips.

.......

When he was done with many rounds he wanted with me, I couldn't feel my legs..or any part of my lower body. We both were too exhausted my tonight make out session.

After he finished over to the last time he fell on bed next to me.

"Damn Haewon....I hope I didn't hurt you?" He asked.

"No..." I smiled and hugged his bare body all I wanted was him. And I needed him so much !!!!!!

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