Real Thing-Ruel Fanfic

Part 15

tatis pov:

I ended up going back to ruel's house, I mean how could I refuse! Surprisingly Coco was up so I decided to play her my song. As I pressed the play button and heard the instrumentals start I lean back into the couch next to ruel and close my eyes.

I thought that I was falling

soon now your friend came calling

said I was no good for you

but you make me feel some way, yeah

don't know if I can take it

I never listen its true...

when the song faded out Coco started clapping and I look over at her to see tears forming in her eyes.

"oh my god tati that was amazing, girl you have to teach ruel your ways" she said trying to now cry even more.

"shut up coco" ruel exclaims, "but seriously tati please" he whispers sarcastically so he seemed desperate. This makes coco burst out laughing. She got up and gave me the biggest hug i had ever seen her give, which is very extraordinary co this chick is a hugger my guy. 

"uh coco, could you maybe not have me in a headlock while hugging me?" i say, slightly choking on my words from the tight grip around my head.

"oh shit sorry, I'm just so proud of you..." she then let's go with one of her arms and brings ruel into the hug, "...both of you"

"OUCH" ruel and I both exclaim at the same time, our heads knocking together.

"oh sorry" coco says hastily taking a step back from the situation and soon running off to avoid us yelling at her for almost giving us both concussions.

"ugh she gets so excited sometimes," ruel says sounding annoyed and rubbing his head

"yeah she does, doesn't she... but it's ok we love her" I reply trying to distract not only myself but ruel from the pounding in our heads.

We both got ice packs for our heads and went to ruel's room to lie down. I can tell you confidently that this is not what we were expecting to be doing right now.

"you know tati, this is not what I was expecting for us to be doing right now" ruel says. See i knew he was thinking the same thing.

"what were you expecting then?" i asked him

"oh you know  uhm, you know yeah" he says, stubling a little bit. I caught him off guard, this is perfect!

"what was that bub? i couldnt make out what you said?" i say, trying to throw him off more. 

After I said this his expression changed almost instantly. From being flustered and blushing, to completly composed with a dark look in his eyes. I just knew something was brewing in that dirty little brain of his.

"you know tati, the only thing i think you need to make out right now is with me" he said, and propped himself up on his elbow.

He obviously forgot that he had an ice pack on his head because when he did this it fell off of his head and straight onto my face. This made me laugh hysterically! this boy was hopless at trying to flirt with me, like come on hes trying to make a move on me but instead drops an ice pack on my face!

"oh my god are you ok?" he says when he realises what had happened.

"yes, it hurts a little but yes I'm ok" I say through my laughs.

"Where does it hurt?" he asks in literally the cutest way i could possibly imagine. But the good thing for me I knew how to recover the situation.

"right here" I say pointing at my bottom lip. "will you kiss it better for me ruel?" I continue.

"oh uh" he says getting all flustered again. But he saves himself from any more embarrassment by smashing his lips into mine.

I have to say it was quite forceful at first, I guess since he was embarrassed, but we soon fell into sync and it just... wow. every time I kiss this boy, it feels like we have never kissed before, it magical, like two sparks of energy colliding and joining together to form one. 

As the kisses continue to grow more passionate, the urge to go further grows. I try to push the feeling of wanting him down but I can't... so I pull away from the kiss.

"ruel" i say, almost as a whisper.

"tati, are you ok?" he asks. oh he must thing somethings wrong.

"yes im ok ruel, you silly goose" i reasure him with my humour which imediatly relaxes him.

"its just that I had to stop" i continue.

"oh why? was it not good?"

"no no thats not it at all it was perfect, you are perfect, its just that i couldn't control myself any more" i say, hoping he got what I meant.

"oh... you know tati, you don't have to control yourself with me" he says which makes me wish I hadn't stopped what we had going.

"ruel it just I'm not ready..." I trail off at the end of my sentence because I truly wasn't sure how he would react.

he rolled off of me and adjusted himself to where we were cuddling. "tati its ok, I really don't expect anything from you at all, if kissing is all you are comfortable with for the rest of your life, then I'm ok with that, I never want you to feel pressured with anything when you are with me, my love for you is all I need" he says.

his words made me feel so safe, so incredibly safe, I knew that this boy was something special. while he was conjuring that beautiful reassuring sentence I must have drifted off to sleep because even though i heard the whole thing I don't remember replying. I really wish I did though.

hey bestie!!!!! back again. dude im so inconsistent and I'm sorry... school you know.... year 11 you know. anyways hope you enjoyed it, lmk i love hearing your opinions <3