Dance Until It Hurts [L.S]

T H I R T Y

SORRY THAT I'VE BEEN OUT LATELY!

But hey, I'm back. ✨

So... Grammys yesterday, Harry won and I cried the whole evening, plus the suits, plus the banana necklace, plus his nails, plus his purple boa, I mean. IS HE EVEN REAL?

Like, I don't get it.

Well, I'm super excited and happy for him, everything he achieved he deserves it so much.
I love him.

As for this.... Buckle your seatbelts up, because they're not many chapters left...

AND GUYS WHAT THE HELL 500 VOTES ALREADY, WHAT'S HAPPENING????

Mag 🦋

T H I R T Y

I stayed the whole rest of the day just watching the sky and laying down on the outside bed near the pool of the rooftop, the same one in where Harry and I first had sex a few months ago.

The sun was setting and my tears had dried, but I still didn't want to leave yet. I knew that the time I left, it would be definitive, it would be real.
And I wasn't ready.

I had turned off my phone, I didn't want to hear from Niall and I knew Harry and Emily would probably be still rehearsing so they wouldn't bother me either.
I needed to be alone with my thoughts and smoking my tears away.
The smoke will clean my mind, or at least I'd like to think that.

I zoned off more than once, just sinking in whatever crossed my mind, just letting me go. I knew I didn't have much options now that I was kicked out.
I was going to end up being a failure the rest of my life.

The sky was turning dark blue and I knew I had to face reality eventually.
But I simply couldn't, I wanted to enjoy until the very las second inside this Academy that had given me plenty. The place I called home for the past three years.

The place that gave me confidence but that now had taken all away from me.

I heard a noise coming from the door of the rooftop behind me, but I didn't even bother to look until I felt a body laying down by my side.

"Hey bunny."

I turned my face to his side to look at him.

"Hey."

He intertwined his hand with mine in between our bodies and then he turned his head to look at the sky. I did the same.

"It's been a while since I've been here." - He said.

"Yeah."

"Great night that one though." - He said and I chuckled. - "Our first kiss."

"Our first everything."

"True."

"Did you finish the rehearsal?" - I asked, turning to him.

"Nope. I left Zayn in charge, I wanted to find you."

"Well, you found me."

"Do you want me to go?"

"No, I missed you."

"Me too."

"Niall told you?"

"He told me you surely were here. I've been texting you like crazy today and you weren't replying, so I asked him."