u don't know me- lil peep

we can stay here together

"what" i scream over the loud music.
"doesn't matter" maggie screamed.

i walk over to the alcohol area and poured myself
a drink. i walk back over to everyone else.
maggie and nate were talking. some of gbc were
also talking. but gus. gus had 2 girls wrapped
around his finger. "will you take pictures for me"
i said to maggie. "don't your ugly" gus said. "aye peep come on" nate said. "shut the fuck up asshole"
i said. i hate him.

me and maggie couldn't take the pictures.
after what gus said. it fucking hurted when he
say that. i sat down on the couch.
"can i have a key to your place" i ask nate.
"yeah you leaving?" he asked. "yeah" i replied back.
he handed me the keys. i ordered a uber.

"i'm leaving now bye" i said to everyone.
"let me come with you, i left some of things at
wiggys" gus said. i didn't reply to him i just
walked through the party and outside.
i got in the uber and waited for gus. a few minutes
later he got in. "sorry i took so long i was
making  out with this hoe" gus said. i stayed quiet and looked out the window.

we got back to the apartment. i opened the door
with the key and put it down. i sat down on
the couch and went on my phone. gus went some-
where in the apartment to get his things.
he came back. "can you leave now" i said annoyed.
"come on boo, we can stay here together" i said.
"i'm not a baby i'm 19" i said. he ignored me
at sat down beside me.

i stood up and walked into the bathroom. i
already showered today but i feel like having
another one. "gus shut up" i shouted to him.
he was blaring music. "i hate you" i shouted back.
i didn't get a reply back. finally he decided to shut
up. "why do you hate me" he said. i jumped.
mf just came out of no where.
"cause your a asshole who thinks he can get what
he wants when he wants it, you think every girl is
gonna think your hot or fuck you" i said walking
out of the bathroom and stood in the hall way.
gus walked over to me. he was staring. he has
a real staring problem. he pushed me against
the wall and kissed me. i hate him but i wanted
to keep kissing him. "that's what i mean" i said
pushing him away. "shut up" he said.
he kissed me again. he pulled away and began
to kiss my neck. "gus stop" i said pushing him away. gus's phone began to ring.
he pulled away and answered it.
"gotta go my girl is waiting for me" he said
and walked away. my girl? the fuck.

i got into bed. i was thinking of what happened
earlier. maggie and nate came home.
i could hear them laughing and talking.
yep their in luv. i'm 19 and i've never been in a
relationship. "your so cute" i could hear nates
voice say. yep i'm lonely.

instagram dms

lilpeep

boo give me your number so we don't have to
text on here.

scarlett.turner

no

lilpeep

why

scarlett.turner
cause ur an asshole

lilpeep:
cmon boo

scarlett.turner
night gus

-

i put my phone down and went asleep. i wanna
go home and see my dad. i miss him.

the next day.

i woke up. my head thankfully didn't hurt.
i got changed and did my makeup.

"morning" i said to maggie. "morning" she
groaned. she looked like a mess, her makeup
was all smudged and her hair look like it hadn't
been brushed in days. "have fun last night" i said winking at her. "shut upppp" she said. "i can hear most things the walls are like paper" i said. she laughed and walked away.

i sat on the couch. i ordered some food cause i
was getting hungry. the door opened. gus. why.
"it's daddy" gus said with a smirk. i ignored
him and continued to go on my phone.
"what's up boo" gus said sitting beside me.
i ignored him. "aw your giving me the silent
treatment, first girl that has actually been quiet
around me" gus said. i looked at him. "why are
you here" i said. "cause wiggys gotta shoot some things for me so i decided to i would come here first" he said. i nodded my head and went back
on my phone.

maggie finally came out of her room.
"look at you guys being friends" maggie said to
and gus. i laughed. "you think i'm friends with
this asshole" "she loves me" gus said putting his
arm around me. i grabbed his arm and put it
down. "maggie come here for a minute" nate
said. i groaned. "they fuck too much" i said.
gus laughed. "that could be us you know" he
said.

a few hours later.

i've been trying to ignore gus the whole day.
he literally shows up everywhere.
"i think you should come to my show tomorrow "
gus said. "maybe" i replied back.

the next day.

i woke up at 2pm. i went to bed at 6am.
i showered and got changed. maggie and nate
are going to gus's show. so i decided to go.
i want to see him perform. i just wore a basic
black dress with fish nets and boots.

skip the show.

the show was soon. everyone was here. everyone
but gus. it's literally his show. around 10 minutes
later he came. "my uber fucked up the route" he
said. gus sat on the couch. he looked at me.
"you look hot" he whispered to me. my face went
so red. i got up and went to the bathroom.

what the fuck. i literally hate him. but he's so hot.

i hear a knock on the door. "uh yeah one minute" i
said. i looked in the mirror one more time.
i went over the door and opened it. it was gus.
i was about to walk out. but he pushed me back.
"i wanna fuck you here" gus said. i laughed.
"yeah your not fucking me" i said. gus pushed me
against the wall. it was cold asf. "just wait girl
i'll have you on your knees" then he left.
the butterflies in my stomach were going crazy.
no i shouldn't been thinking of him like that
he's a asshole and a player.

gus went on stage. he performed a few songs.
i heard a beat i liked. "this shit unreleased" he
said to the mic.

"do you remember when we were both sixteen"
"you had that shallow heart and i had those big
dreams"
"and i'd do anything that you would ask from me"
"i would blow my brains out just for you"
"and honestly to tell you the truth, i'd still blow
my brains just for you"

fuck this song is actually fire.

"do you remember when you didn't care bout me"
"now i'm your everything and i've got you on your
knees"
"i got this little problem, i might make you bleed"
"so what's the problem she said"
"baby you make me scream"

i actually really like that song, its so hot.

after the show.

gus came backstage. he was sweaty. kinda hot.
"what do you think" gus said. "it was actually
fire" i said. "see i'm not that bad, what was your
favourite song i performed" he said.
"that blow my brains out for you one, it was hot" i
said. gus smirked at me and walked away.