u don't know me- lil peep

friends with benefits

4:23am

my phone was buzzing like crazy. i literally just
put my phone down.

gus💘
boo i need u right now

gus💘
i'm fucked up

gus💘

gus
boo i need u right now

gus
i'm fucked up

me
facetime me

gus
no come over boo please

me
fine

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i was only doing this cause he's fucked up and
probably gonna do something stupid. the thing
i find weird is that he was typing perfect. like
his spelling was perfect. eh i don't know.

i grabbed these baggy pants and a t shirt and got
dressed. i don't know what i was gonna say to
maggie and nate.

i got to gus's. i knocked on the door and he opened
it. his eyes were red. either from smoking weed or
crying. "you good" i said walking in. "no" he
said. "what's up" i said. "i'm lonely" he said to me.
"aren't we all" i said looking at him. he wasn't that
fucked up, that was probably a excuse to see me.

gus kissed me. i pulled away. "gus you can't just
kiss me whenever you want" i said. "then i have a
idea" gus said. "what?" i asked him. "friends
with benefits, no feeling towards eachother and
we could fuck eachother whenever we want" gus
said. i kinda like the sound of friends with benefits.
i don't know it's sounds kinda fun. "sure" i said.
"you serious?" gus said. i nodded my head.
"don't worry boo i won't have any hoes with me
anymore cause i know you get jealous" gus said
smirking. i chuckled. "yeah i'm soooo jealous
i wanna be them girls so much" i said rolling my
eyes. "sarcasm doesn't look good on boo you could
fuck with the wrong people" gus said hovering
over me. i gulped. "look at you now all quiet"
gus said. i leaned in to kiss him and but he pushed
his head away. "gus stop" i said. "nope" gus
said. "shut the fuck up" i said to him.

i sat on his couch on my phone. "aw boo stop
being pissed" gus said. i glared at him. "you
know i could just go and fuck anyone right now"
i said. "you wouldn't do that, i know you wouldn't"
gus said. yeah he was right. i stayed quiet and
went back on my phone. "i don't know why your
pissed at me cause your the one who pushed me
away when i kissed you" gus said. "yeah because
that's before we didn't decided to be friends with
benefits" i said. "look gus, ima just go back to
maggie and nates" i said. "boo no" gus said.
"why?" i said. "cause i wanna fuck you" gus
said. i'm so weak.

[ if u don't like smut skip half this chapter now ]

gus grabbed me and pulled me closer to him.
our lips were so close together, nearly touching.
he teased me.  i pulled him towards him and
kissed him. he kissed me back by deepening
the kiss. he pulled away and kissed my neck.
i moaned loud, thank god no one is home.
he started to kiss down my body. he took of
my t shirt. he kissed down till my lower stomach.
gus took of my pants. he kissed my inner thighs.
oh my fuck god i'm so wet. i dug my nails into
gus's back. my legs literally felt like jelly.
gus went further till he got to my pussy.
"i wanna eat you out" gus said. "do it then" i
breathed out. "gus" i moaned. "that's it baby
moan my name" gus said.

he reconnected our lips. "now ima fuck you"
gus said pulling away. gus put on a condom.
"you ready boo" i nodded my head quickly.

gus went into me. the feeling i got before was
10 times better. he went slow. after awhile he
picked up the pace. gus put his head in my
shoulder and thrusted into me. gus moaned
right into ear. i smirked and tugged on gus's
hair more. he loves it.

i came for gus. he always says something like
"cum for me girl" or "now cum" he always says
it to me. "suck my dick" gus said. i tried to get my
breath back. "gus i'm fucking drained you just rocked the shit out of me" i said. "i know boo, but i want you to suck my dick" he said. i said to myself a
couple of weeks ago, i would never be on my
knees for him. look at me now. i got on my knees.
i looked up at gus. he nodded his head. he grabbed
onto my head. i'm pretty sure you know where it
went after that.

i was lying on the couch with gus, the couch i
fucked him on. it was 7am. i was so drained
from everything that happened earlier.
i can't believe that even happened.

i went back to maggie and nates. it was now
around 8:30am.

"what were you doing out" maggie said. i jumped.
i wouldn't think that she would be awake at this
time. "can we talk later i'm tired" i said.
"no, tell me" maggie said. "stop try to mom me
maggie i'm fucking 19 i can do what i want" i
said. "where, were you then" she said. i stayed
quiet. "where you with peep again, i'm going to
to have to tell nate" she said. "i was with layla,
me and her had some drinks and talked all
night" i said. "oh so is she your new bestfriend
now" maggie said. i rolled my eyes and walked
away.

maggie and nate need to stop trying to parent me.
i'm literally 1 year younger than them and they
think that their a good 100 years older than me.
it's just annoying. i'm not stupid. all they do
is warn me about this and that can they just
shut up once and a while. i can go out at 4am
if i wanna go out a 4am, you don't have to fucking
play detective on me. it's starting to get annoying
at this point.