after what happened with gus a few days ago i can't stop thinking about him. i'm pretty sure you know why. the shit he did and said to me. he told me that he didn't know i wasn't so innocent anymore. which i never was i just didn't get used to us fucking yet so that's why. i've kinda come out of my shell. gus says he likes it so hey ima keep it that way.
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scarlett.turner: happy birthday to the man love u😎 brandon_arreaga: love u 2🖤 random.user3836:dating?? scarlett.turner: @random.user3836 no he's like my literal brother omgimwigs: valid!!!!!!! lilpeep: 😳😳 load more commets
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honestly i have no glue why gus commented that on my post. does he think me and brandon are dating?? i don't know what he thinks but me and brandon are never gonna happen.
gus💘
gus come over i'm lonely
me anyone home?
gus nope boo just u and me
me on the way
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the drive to gus's apartment was about 15-20 minutes. it depends on the traffic, there's a lot of heavy traffic in la at different times.
i knocked on his door. he opened the door and pulled me in. the second he pulled me in he connected our lips together. i pulled away. "can i breath for a second" i said. gus laughed. "where did everyone go?" i ask. "i think they went to a party but i stayed here just for you boo" gus said leaning into kiss me. "well it's brandon's birthday and the dinners at 8pm so why is everyone gone to a party" i said. "they'll probably come back later" gus said. "did brandon go with them" i ask. "yeah" gus said. "okay" i said connecting our lips together. why is everyone got to a party its 5pm.
i'm the only who booked dinner for brandon's birthday because we would of probably not do anything. anyway after me and gus fucked i went home and got ready.
brandon🧸
brandon me and the boys are here when u coming??
me i'm nearly done i'll be there in the next 20 minutes
brandon aight see u then
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i wasn't even nearly ready. i just finished my makeup. i needed to quickly do my hair and put my dress on.
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it looks like you can probably my boobs but it's a nude padding covering it. just to make it clear cause i wouldn't wear something that revealing.
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i finally got ready. not gonna lie i looked hot. i actually wore heels. i know. i would never wear heels but it's a special day.
i finally arrived at the dinner. "sorry i'm late" i said sitting down beside gus. brandon shook his head. i got up and hugged brandon. "happy birthday" i said. "thanks bro" brandon said. i pulled away and went back to my seat.
everyone was doing there own thing and talking. gus turned to me. "you look good" he said. "thanks you look good yourself" i said. gus smiled at me. butterflies. no. i shouldn't being getting them. maggie came over to me. "did you get the cake" i asked. "what" she said. "maggie i texted you to get the cake" i said. "no you didn't" she said. i picked my phone up and showed her the texts. "oh" she said. "who's gonna go get it" i said. "boo i'll get my manager to get it" gus said. i turned to him. "thank you so much, also i didn't know you had a manager" i said. "yeah just never got around to telling you" he said. i told gus the cake shop and his manager dropped it off. i was so pissed at maggie right now.
"where we going now" i said. "a party" tracy said. fuck i have heels on. "i'll just probably go home because i have heels on" i said. "come onnnnn scarlett come for me" brandon said. "fine but only because it is birthday"
"hi" gus whispered into my ear. i turned around. we were all waiting for the uber to come. i don't know how we are all gonna fit in it. "hi" i replied back. "you and brandon are really close huh" gus said. "is someone jealous" i ask. "me? nope" gus said. "i know you are but again he's like a brother to me" i said. "a brother doesn't wrap his around your waist" gus said. "stop being jealous you have nothing to worry about" i said.
we got to this random ass party. gbc knew the people who were throwing it. honestly i kinda just wanted to go home these heels are actually hurting my feet so bad.
its crowded as fuck and i can't find anyone. i saw gus go into the bathroom so i was just waiting outside for him.
it's been 10 minutes and gus is still in there. i grab the handle and it's not locked. i open it. it was gus fucking the one and only MADISON. i was shocked. i shut the door and walked away. fuck him. i hate him. ima just find me someone for tonight cause why the fuck not. i looked around the room. there wasn't any hot guys. but there was some hot girls.
i walked over to this random girl and start talking to her. we made out but then she had to leave cause her boyfriend caught us. its probably a toxic relationship. anyway i didn't fill the void that gus would fill. i don't think anyone can fill that void but except him. he's the person who does fill it.
