cause you wish that was you

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lilpeep: 😈😈tracyminajj: iced outomgimwigs: beautiful man scarlett

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lilpeep: 😈😈
tracyminajj: iced out
omgimwigs: beautiful man
scarlett.turner: ur hair looks good
lilpeep: @scarlett.turner thanks boo😘😘
random.user7257: 😍😍😍
random.user9368: hes so fine damn
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"it's boring without you" gus said. "such a bad
liar" i said smiling. "no it is, like there's no one
to have good conversations with" he said.
"well you can talk to me now" i said. "also i love
your hair" "thanks boo, it actually looks healthier
cut" gus said. "scarlett" my dad said. my dad
walked into my bedroom. well. "i'm just going
out but who are you talking to?" he asked.
"just my friend gus" i said. my dad sat beside
me. "hi gus" my dad said. i was so embarrassed.
my face was going red. "hi" gus awkwardly said.
"i like the tattoos" my dad said. "thanks" gus
chuckled. "i need to go get some things i'll be back
soon" my dad said getting up and leaving.
"gus i'm so sorry" i said covering my face.
he laughed. "it's good, most parents don't like
my tattoos" he said. "you don't look that bad
without tattoos" i said. "we're you searching me
up" gus said. i blushed. why. "uh maybe" i
said. "see, boo i'm beautiful either way" he said
winking. "peep the hoes are here" i could here
someone say in the background. "uh ima go
i'll talk to you later, bye" he said. then he hung
up. okay that's a asshole move.


 okay that's a asshole move

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scarlett.turner: text me
lilpeep: u are so hot
toopoor: the top comment i-
toopoor: i mean he's not wrong
random.user3826: ew why is peep commenting
omgimwigs: tf is happening
maggiejones: never listened
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i ignored the maggie and nate comments.
they probably think that me and gus are together
which would never happen, he's not the type of
person i would see myself in a relationship with.
nothing against gus it's just we don't seem right
for eachother, he is my type but i don't know.


i sat in my bed all day, literally nothing new.
my dad called me down for dinner. my dad put
my plate on the table. "thanks" i said. my dad
makes such good food. "so is gus your boyfriend"
my dad said laughing. "shut up, i have no time for
boys" i said. "well we know that" he said.
"hey what's the suppose to mean" i said. my dad
laughed.

i finished my food. my phone buzzed a good 4
times.

peep/gus/daddy
yo boo

peep/gus/daddy
i should come to seattle rn

peep/gus/daddy
we should fuck again

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i should really change his name.
i changed his name to just "gus💘"


gus💘

me
are u high

gus
mhhhhhhh no

me
gus pls go asleep

gus
it's only 8pm

me
thats the whole point cause u might do something stupid and u know u will

gus
hey ur mean
i'm going to club boo bye

me
have fun

gus
wish u were here

me
ur obessed with me

gus
u can say the same boo

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4am.


i put my phone down and grabbed my journal.
i forgot to bring it to la so i had a lot of writing
to do. my phone start buzzing. gus was facetiming
me.

i picked up. "what gus, it's late" i said. "hi boo guess
what" he said. "what" i said. "i kissed someone" he
said covering his mouth. "ok cool, why are you
telling me" i said. "cause you wish that was you"
he said. "okay gus can i go now" i said.
"no, don't leave me" he said. "please i'm tired"
i said. "fine boo night dream about me" he said.
"yeah that won't happen" i said.

i put my phone down. i wasn't even in the mood to
write in my journal. i just wanna go to bed.


the next day.


i haven't talked to gus the whole day. honestly
it doesn't bother me that much. "you good" my
dad asked. "yeah i just had a really weird dream
last night" i said getting up from the couch.
"oh yeah a package came for you" my dad said.
what i didn't order anything? i walked over to
the kitchen table and opened it. there was a letter.
"hi, boo it's ur fav gus i thought i should send u
some of my hellboy merch love u- lilpeep"
i chuckled to myself. they were actually good
quality. wait how did he know my address.


gus💘

me
thanks for the merch

gus
ur welcome
now u can call yourself a lil peep fan

me
i rather not but thanks
also how did u get my address

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then he left me on read.




sorry for the short chapter again💘

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